Monday, April 30, 2007 . 11:00 PM

Finally, we should be going to the beach...
And yes, it'll be me, jiang, and weisiang.. (if that guy don't mind. Haha)..
I miss the beach...
Because it's the only place where I can sit down and relax my mind..
And I'll have a companion to talk my troubles too.
And her troubles..

I'm afraid I'll cry tomorrow..
Because there's this big rock crashing on me..
It felt as though any time I'd be crushed..
Tomorrow will be the day..
Where perhaps I can lift this rock up together with my friends...
I hope so..

Today is Day 1 of silence, coldness and loneliness...
silence because phone calls were pretty little.. and it seems as though no one is working and talking...
coldness and loneliness because my colleagues and I were like the only ones working.. and there's no one to argue or crap with me..
no one to irritate me..
even my colleagues felt that I'm too silent already..
I don't talk much now..
Because there's no one to talk to..

I hope there'll be a new person coming in..
At least I'll have a company again..
Sighs..

Friday, April 27, 2007 . 10:57 PM

my best working colleague had just left today.
a BIG treat was given by our boss at singapore swimming club at john miller's if I not wrong...
The longest lunch I ever had..
Got teased but well, it's nothing..
And so throughout the journey to and fro and during lunch, I've been super duper silent.
Because I'm feeling slightly sad that I will miss my good lunch partner and co-partner at work :(
I will miss all his teasings...

And now even before Monday starts, I have a list of things to do once I get to work on Monday. omg!!
I'm gonna be so busy now...
Sighs...
Somebody save me can?
Get me a full time job!!!

Other than work, everything should be fine so far...
Just feeling very emotional lately..
Which I can't find any explanation to it..
:(
Sighs..

Thursday, April 19, 2007 . 10:13 PM

today, felt so sleepy..
like no mood to work. haha..
but still not bad..
coz quite little people so can talk and move around and do own things and stuffs..
and by lunch time, pretty hungry and tired le. Haha..
symptoms of aunt's visit man..

i got another part time job too..
hopefully it's gonna be a success..
so, let's keep our fingers cross, shall we?
:)

Wednesday, April 18, 2007 . 11:17 PM

very soon I will lose my "mean and bad" working partner..
because next week will be his last week.
sadded man..
and no one will accompany me go lunch again if my other colleagues go for meetings with clients..
double sad..
but in this case, I can skip meals.. hehehe.. =p
just like today... just had a chicken pie that's all..

today...
i think i just lost all my momentum to work...
i think i don't even wish to talk at all at work today..
pretty demoralise because of whatsoever reason I don't even know..
sighs..
and one client wrote a complaint email to my VP(not really my fault though.. client abit GL too lo).. =p
no one scolded me at all.. because we all know, life is full of learning journey..
whatever mistakes we made, we learn and improve further..
however, the tears just flowed so uncontrollably..
quite paiseh also lar.. =x
and I have colleagues who cares too. :)
not only those surrounding me, but those from other department where I always called the same usual people to talk to.. :)

tomorrow dear going for dinner with his gang of fun people..
shan't go at all as i'm too tired..
pretty tired actually..
maybe aunt's visit will arrive any moment.. haha..
somebody plz knock me out!!

graduation gown will be next week.
and hopefully i'll be meeting kp wz and josel up on sat..
and sun will be kbox day!
yay!
so looking forward to next week.. yippes!

Saturday, April 14, 2007 . 11:08 PM

I thoroughly enjoyed myself today.
Because it's meet ups with my girls.
And xinyan practically shocked jiang and myself. Haha..
Just so suddenly while we were talking about our own boyfriends and stuffs, she just said: "Actually, I'm attached.."
Haha.. Jia you wor! Honeymoon period now.. Hehe..

Pretty tired right now..
With all the walking around at vivo city..
Going in and out of every shop..
I wish I can buy too lar..
But not really to my preference.. =x

Went to see the scenery outside and have a talk also..
More of catch ups that we have missed for the past 6 months..
The talks on our individual boyfriends..
The future we will be having..
The gossips and stuffs..

Saw junxiong there too..
What a pretty coincidence. Haha..
ANd he looks.. definitely different..
in formal wear and informal wear... =p

ANyway, I really enjoyed today..
Next outing will be to the Zoo.. HAhahaha.. YAy!!

Friday, April 13, 2007 . 9:29 PM

I think this blog like become my rattling post..
Everything's still the same today..
Phonecalls non-stop and whatsoever there is...
Just didn't have the time to stop and think what are the things I have not done at all.. *tsk*
Until I start complaining to one of my colleague.. Haha..
The colleague who has been giving me/us the nicknames..
I from "sha gua" to "Hello Kitty"..
Abit lame but such things really helps de-stress me awhile. Haha..

Tomorrow's shopping with Eling, Jiang Shu and Xin Yan.. Yippee..
This time round, I hope I can shop and buy. HAha..
Just wanna pamper myself for one time.
Looking so forward to it..
All the talks. gossips.. and whatsoever you can think of when a bunch of girls go out together.. Haha..


I'm trying my very best to use work to void off all the "I miss you" and stuffs..
But, at the end of everyday, I will start to miss you so much...
Guess, I really need someone to let me lean on after a day long of stressful and tedious workload..
Sigh..

Thursday, April 12, 2007 . 9:59 PM

I think I seriously need to take like a break..
Today work is so so so busy, stressful and whatever else you can think of.
It's pretty shagged..
Didn't even manage to get a breathing air till lunch time..
After lunch was still alright.. BUT..
around 3,4+ got no breathing air again..
And poor jx gotta hear me sighing and calling him for nothing. HA!
The real advantage of someone sitting opposite you to call out.. Haha..
ANd phone calls were coming in throughout the day..
Non-stop for goodness sake..
Till we a little don't want to pick up the calls. Haha..
Guess the 4-man show today was still passable despite all the sighings, complainings etc. LOl..

Sometimes, I wish I could slower my pace..
Be it in work, life and stuffs..
Everyday just seems so hectic to me..
Somebody HELP!!!

Wednesday, April 11, 2007 . 11:14 PM

How much longer can I still on hold..
Fatigue seem to have fallen on me..
But I don't see myself resting more..
It's still bedtime at 12am, 12+am and I have to be awake at 7am.

Have a chat with Mr JX over lunch..
And I realised that I have been working since Sept'06..
Practically non-stop at all..
Only then do I know that time is actually passing so fast..
And that time doesn't stop at all..
It just keeps ticking and ticking..
And soon, life will start to change..

Those who manage to get into university will be busy with school life once again..
Those going overseas study will be even busier (I think)..
And there's those who will be going for NS..
I start to realise.. I will actually miss all of them..
The life we have in Poly..
The life we have in Sec Sch..
The gatherings..
How I will miss them in months to come..
Sighs...

On a lighter note..
I wanna go sing k again..
Just a sudden mood to sing sing sing to my heart's delight..
I haven't had enough the other day..
Heh heh..
Joy, sher, ck.. Let's go on one Saturday.. And after k, it'll be MAHJONG!
Okok?? Someone plan.. Haha..
:)

Saturday, April 07, 2007 . 8:26 PM

Yesterday was e5's gathering.
It's been 3 years since we all last met up.
Though it's not a full strength of 40 students turning up, there were at least 14 to 16 of us.
Quite sufficient I must say.

Went Vil'age for dinner at Heeren basement 1.
The food there...
Super yummy..
Luckily, Xin'en, Eling, Alvin and I shared the food among ourselves.
So we got to taste the different foods. Hehe..
Liked the calamari fritters most. Haha..

After that, 7 of us - Xin'en, Eling, Wei Siang, Kelvin, Raquel, Kwok Him and I went to Settlers Cafe to play games.
Games like Fluxx, Jungle Speed and Saboteur.
Fun games..
Played till around 12 den took cab home.
Tiring man..
And I almost kana k by my mom lar. :(
Lucky never. Haha..
But guess, no more of such things anymore.
Sighs..

But the day was really fun.
With all the talks and laughter..
Those times will be missed..

Wednesday, April 04, 2007 . 10:55 PM

I've fallen ill..
Sigh..
Think I'm like a zombie today at work. Haha..

At work, my laptop died on me.. AGAIN!!
Luckily it was only in the afternoon else I can't do any thing at all..
After the laptop crashed, I felt so bored..
but it's only about 2 hours before work ends.

went 85 for dinner den to simpang bedok for satay..
with dear and double J.
and I'm thinking if I should go work tomorrow.. Haha..
The IT man will be going down to revive the laptop and no one has my drawer key...
AhhH!! Should have passed them to my colleague just in case I'm not there.
Damn..
And I have no choice but to drag myself out to work tomorrow..
Sigh..

I miss you.. But I can only see you for a few hours every 2 to 3 days..
Sigh..
Guess, I'm just using work to numb myself from all the feelings..
Just so in order I won't think of you too much..
Sigh...

Sunday, April 01, 2007 . 1:57 PM

work..
quite busy with everything going on..
answering phone calls..
chasing for things..
luckily i still have junxiong to help me out as we share the workload between each of us..
share till now nothing to do. haha..
but that poor guy still have to work OT despite being transferred to this dept..
guess it's is previous dept work committment also lar..
poor guy..

life..
what else can i ask for in life besides a comfy bed and my own laptop in my own comfy room?
pretty boring but that's how a 9 to 6.30pm kinda job seems like..
everyday feeling so tired after reaching home..

love..
the quarrels..
the make ups..
after so many things that happened, do they bring us to another level of closeness?
i certainly hope so..

outings..
there seems to be alot of outings lately..
the 4e5-ians outing as planned by xin'en and weisiang.. not very confirmed though..
the pri cum sec sch outing with jiang, eling and xinyan.. already fixed. :)
it's time for talks.. complains.. and gossips.. hahaha..

anyway, today's our 26th month..
parents are out for wedding dinner at jb..
and dear's at his grandma house..
i wish i can go out and enjoy now. hahaha..
to go sing kbox.. go eat nice nice food..
go shopping..
so many things i want to do..
but no money yet.. *boo*