Wednesday, June 29, 2005 . 9:03 PM

today lesson very fun. haha.
iwed tutorial is like: OMG! everyone is having fun and laughter before lesson officially starts.
and iwed lecture: woohoO! so cool. got to see one website. scary larh. click on this link: http://www.forbidden-siren.com/
and lecture he release us 40mins earlier. instead of ending at 11am, he ended the class at 10.20am. so cool huh?

then went jurong point with dear. watched the 11.20am show of initial D.
Nice man.. love jay man. so shuai and so cool in the show. edison too.
but i prefer jay more. haha.
and the shots are nice like what aiwee had said.
fantastic i would say. even dear agrees with me too! can we go watch again, dear? hehe.

Tuesday, June 28, 2005 . 9:43 PM

had mmmi today. hooray. almost completing all the practicals. lolz.. I think so only larh. haha..
oh ya man, on my way to school, I overslept on the train. Lolz
Imagine man, waking up early den from tampines to tanjong pagar then got seats
So from tanjong pagar onwards I slept. Then at queenstown I woke up only to find that I'm only at queenstown. So slept again. This time: "Next stop: Buona Vista" And I didn't woke up okay?
I was thinking, next stop only buona vista. so sleep a tiny little while more. ONly to find that when I wake up: "door closing"
haha. I missed dover. Lolz.. so no choice dear gotta wait for me for a while more while he confirm have a good laugh lor. lOlz..
duH! sleepy me can? hehe.

den break time went to eat den CANI! today do halfwae den cox kenny not teaching le so I surf net lor until when he start teaching again I lost track so never do le. hahaha.. these few weeks very slack man me.. die le! den MLP tutorial shifted to 3.30pm. My favourite lesson. hehe..

-nice day-

Monday, June 27, 2005 . 1:07 PM

I'm really really so not fine at all.
I just don't wanna laugh or smile or talk.
I just want to be alone.
I just want to hide myself in a soliditary place where no one can find me.
I wish to get away from here now.
I don't want school.
I have no mood to attend classes.
I need to think by myself.
Self-reflection to be exact.
Might have let people worried about me.
But I really just want to be alone.
And with my mood like that, I got to answer one sickening idoitic person's question about my DEUI group project just this morning.
Like what the hell. Not even in our project group and somemore talk so much. What an ass!

And now am having CANI pract. Felt so dumb at this point of time. Just wanna cry.
First time feeling so helpless. WHy am I born to be so dumb?? WHY WHY WHY?????

//I'm born to be dumb and stupid.//
//Born not to be loved but to hate//

Sunday, June 26, 2005 . 8:30 PM

I'm not okay at all.
I just want to be alone by myself to think.
sorry for being so unreasonable.
I don't really mean to hurt you. Sorry...

//you will never noe how much it hurts me so to treat you like that.//

Thursday, June 23, 2005 . 10:43 PM

haven been updating.
so busy sleeping, talking on phone and of course doing assignments.
MLP status report 1 is done. VIDP pre-production is also done.
now need to rush DEUI assignment 1.
And how nice is it when we haven even collate all the points together?
Hopefully, we will do so tml. =)
And ya, lessons today are definitely FUN!
throughout whole of MMMI lecture, been talking and slacking with alvin, dear and kp. haha.. how nice huh? den throughout the day, I'm like so darn hyper can? don even noe why also. =P

ytd went to watch ice princess.. and yup, that show is definitely nice. den dear went home with me.. then a while later I gotta go out to the airport cox my mom's coming back from thailand with my aunts. And we waited like 1hr+ for them can? from the time the teletext put the arrival time to the time when they finally came out from the arrival hall.. haha.. must be they dilly dallying larh.. expected.. haha.. and wooHOO! got new bag, new shorts! =)

tues can back home myself. felt something missing.. and only to find that actually, being apart from each other is something I don't want. It's just like a part of you is missing like that.. yup..

and the weekends, I am going to be stuck at home sleeping again.. so nice rite? hehe.. I think I'm lacking of sleep man.. haha.. everyday feel like sleeping only..hehe..

Monday, June 20, 2005 . 11:01 PM

sat:
slept whole day.. so nothing much. =)

sun:
woke up early cox meeting siang, eling they all 9.30am at tampines mrt station. we all going to sentosa to celebrate siang's bday.. =)
den brought my sisters and maid out too coz they going jurong bird park. And I volunteered dear to bring them go cox the tickets are free. Why waste them rite? haha...
had so much fun at sentosa.. and poor dear gotta run around with my two noisy and irritating sisters.. lOlz.. sorry ah dear! den at 5pm, we left sentosa and met dear they all at outram. then came home together. HAd mac for dinnEr.. and the mac crew was so blur larh.. haha.. gave us a free set of EVM. lolz..
and obviously I got sunburnt once again. Only that it didn't hurt.. but was itchy.. haha.. fuNny..

mon:
went for gems as usual. waH! the lecturer dismisses us at 10am can? make me and aiwee walk so fast to t17.. very tiring de.. anyway, had lessons as usual. den DEUI lecture.. haha. today everybody can't make it man.. all like not paying attention to what the Mr Ho is talking about.. all in their own world.. hehe.. den me, kp and wz came playing around and asking stupid and lame questions. HAha.. den had break at fc4. with dear, kp, jh and wz.
CANI was fun. Make the man walk on the platform. Ended quite early so ended up showed kenny ong the storyboard. When class end, met dear den we go fc5 eat the spicy drumlets. Haha.. nice nice.. got addicted a little bit.. oh yA! I got addicted to the song 'Lonely' . haha.. and josel didn't come school today. wonder what's up with her.. didn't reply to my msg back too.. =(

anyway, I love everyday!
dear, don't break all the promises that are made between us ok?
//love ya//

Friday, June 17, 2005 . 10:56 AM

duh. can't even catch up with wad the lecturer is teaching so decided to blog.
am so so so tired now.
just wanna go back home and sleep asap.
but I got so many things to do! *sighs*

*sighs*
I just wanna go back home now... to sleep..

Thursday, June 16, 2005 . 11:57 PM

haha. thankz alot ah shawn. lolz.. for complimenting me on my skirt. lolz..
and not only that, he complimented on weizhen's choco bar too. Haha.. on how it tempted him. But he forgot to write that he kept disturbing me and weizhen during CANI lecture. how nice of him haha..

then VIDP pract, did role-playing. my group chose the breakfast thingy and me and josel acted out. Haha.. like kids man the two of us lolz.. And class end early! at 5pm!! haha.. an hour early. so nice rite? and certainly, out of the blue, quarrels broke up between okay, let's-not-mention-them-as-we-know-their-names. Damn irritating larh.. Always out of nowhere de.. What a strained relationship they are going through now.

Went raffles city for dinner and CK joined us after he came out from his specs camp. NCC-freako. haha.. anyway, the screening at substation was ok.. haha.. abit bored and plus that irritating couple made things even worse. Nevertheless, it just spoilt my mood alittle and I didn't went home with him. iNstead I went off with joY! found alot of common things. Haha.. finALly fouNd someoNe who dono how to drAW too.. wAhAha..

Tuesday, June 14, 2005 . 8:18 PM

hasn't been bloggin lately.
well, been too tired. haha.
sleeping all day long.
so nice to sleep whole day. just like ytd where I slept from 8.45pm to 6.45am wahaha..
10 hrs of slP!
had lessons as usual. but only ytd's CANI where we need to do the aeroplane is just so hard. I;m not good at designing aeroplanes hahaha..
den went home with dear. =)
today, lessons were extremely fun! hehe.. go slack during MMMI (hungry marh) with dear and alvin. wah, hear stories again. haha..
anyway, CANI was fun todaY! did the box jumping. Hehe.. and I started on the CANI assignment 1 le.. haha.. only part of it larh.. lolz.. den came home. sianzz.. wanna sleep now.. but still gotta find the MLP research.. duH!

-out-

Saturday, June 11, 2005 . 11:23 PM

watched madagascar ytd. nice. haha.. but lame.. lolz.. before that was kinda tired.. but sometimes certain things do make a difference. =)
had gigi leung's new cd. dear bought for me. It's nice! all her past songs and 3 new songs.
hmn. after movie, went home and my sister bugged us to play cards with her. so played with her lor.. den i fell asleep.. unknowingly. wahaha.. and dear became my sisters nanny wahaha.. anyway, lessons were fun! esp MLP. haha.. this sem lecturers definitely are fun! woohOO!
den during DEUI pract, go play msn games. Haha.. recently been damn addicted to hexic. lolz..
and something happened to kp and jh. but I'm glad they managed to sort it out.
PS to kp: certain things if it can be solved, solved it peacefully. heart-breaks ain't gonna solve your probs at all. cherish wad u have with him now, yea?

anyway, gotta go slp soon.. and my dad's not back yet from his dinner.. dUH! wanna see got any food for me to eat anot.haha..

//things needn't use words to spell out//

Thursday, June 09, 2005 . 10:33 PM

what the hell! why is being the eldest always so tough? Bring sister out also she promised and say anything us. And now, come telling me that you dont want her to go out tml cox she's like so damn packed in the freaking schedule?? Why can't adults keep their promises? Why?? I'm used to it so nvm, but why make broken promises to her and only to scold me for wanting to bring her out. Kaoz!

Promises are always meant to be broken. I won't believe in promises again!

Anyway, today's lessons boring.. MMMI lecture was still fun. And spicer is like damn talented can? haha.. den IWED practical. Manz.. dono even noe what he talking larh. Keep asking us to copy and paste. So just follow lor.. But the Mr Lee also very poor thing larh. Abit ke lian him manz.. haha.. den got 1hr 30 min break cox the Mr Lee released us 30min earlier. Den CANI lecture.. wah, damn fast larh.. but he dragged the time by showing us the previous works done by past yr students. Not bad.. And I got my idea for CANI assignment le.. wahaha.. abit duMb.. only Weizhen noe.. hehe.. den video did a 1 min clip. Damn stupid larh ours. Haha.. Acting on gays again. lOlz.

anyway, went home alone. ANd I slept throughout the journe y. Nice..

Wednesday, June 08, 2005 . 10:34 PM

went school for juat about an hour of lecture only. how nice can.
supposedly to meet jo, wz and kp at dover but in the end all late, den i met up with jo first.
and wz kp jh they came in at about 10.10am. why? coz the bus broke down.. haha. quite an attention taken. lOlz.

after class went fc3 to eat with jo, wz and dear. the food there not bad larh. esp the one that jo ate. haha.. nice nice! hehe.. then went home. quite a short day today. lolz.. came back home thought of watching finish my vcds. but was tired so slept lor.. haven even slp for about 1hr den my sisters they come disturb me say going swimming and they just try to wake me up like no one's business lar.. so idoitic lar can.

anyway, came back home quite hungry. but no food cooked yet. and now, I'm feeling hungry again. haha.. oh no! I'm going to be a pig man.. haha.. everyday eat and eat and eat..

-missing you-

Monday, June 06, 2005 . 10:25 PM

tell me what am I suppose to do when I needed you but you are sometimes not available. especially in the night. tell me!!
I'm seriously fine. except maybe with some negative thoughts.
been suppressing all of them for how many weeks in my heart already.
and there's no one to talk things out with me, to clear my mind.
not even mummy. *sighs*

can someone please tell me what to do?? knock sense into me again!!!

Sunday, June 05, 2005 . 11:18 PM

yea, there's an anonymous tagging on my board. clever ppl will noe it's from either 01 or 02.
well, couldn't care much if I really offended them cox it's a fact! and moreover, this is a blog. a blog where people pen their thoughts down. and no names are mentioned too so if you think you are the one that I'm referring to, well too bad for you..

Saturday, June 04, 2005 . 11:59 PM

certain things are definitely changing. only that I can't explain what is it.
everything's seems so different now. not even sure why too.
*sighs*

oh ya, I'm so glad that someone agreed with me about me being too noisy in mass lectures.
this just goes to show that 0102 and 0304 minds are totally different.
Or is it 0102 are people who are usually more quiet whereas 0304 are usually the noisiest?
that only they know themselves the best.
and stop why asking I'm what-you-all-so-called-as-noisy in mass lectures.
I'm the way I am. cant take it just leave.
anyway, shall stop this topic else I'm so gonna get pissed off with that class.

and I'm so friggin tired now.. dono why I'm still online.
sometimes, maybe I'm just waiting for someone to talk to me.. not anyone special.
only that we don't chat as often the way we always do in the past.
or rather sometimes, I'm trying my best to keep myself occupied.
and sometimes, I find being online is a dreadly chore. coz always online doing the same old things.
*sighs* what am I supposed to do with my life man?

-missing you-

Friday, June 03, 2005 . 11:36 PM

slacking day.
had DEUI pract today. fun fun! den MLP lecture.. fun too! till certain things happen..
you cant blame me for being you-all-so-called-as-noisy. cox it's not a crime to be you-all-so-called-noisy at all.
-pissed man-
like it's my fault like that.. kaoz.. pigbrains de leh..

anyway, went kbox with cher and sher at tampines today.
wah the room so big can! haha.. and it's only for 3 people lor.. bigger than the usual one we go to. haha.. too bad aiwee cant come.. =P
*PS to aiwee: hey, next time come to tampines de.. then we show you the room how big.. wahaha...
sang many songs today. and cher is definitely one great singer. haha.. can join superstar de! hehe.. after that went home tv tv tv.. and now he's at kbox too.. kana pulled in de.. poor thing..

Thursday, June 02, 2005 . 9:00 PM

today lessons are fun! haha.. though the MMMI lecture and IWED practical abit boring cox the lecturers keep talking and not teaching.. den after that is break. gotta do duty for the ict booth.. den worst is cant even eat the food that I wanted cox the queue was like so damn long larh.. den in the end, bought fries which aiwee intro and 4 nuggets.. was quite full but a while later was hungry again.. haha.. den after break is CANI lecture.. mass lecture okie? haha.. so fuN! my group as usual the noisiest, or was it only I?? hahaha..
and dear was sleeping.. zZzz.. PIG! haha.. CANI so fun how can sleeP?? hehe..

anyway. after that went 2055 for video.. so fun! used the big big videocam. hehe.. den class ended early.. yay! 3 cheers for anna phang!! haha.. =)
tml gonna go kboxing.. sorry larh dear.. next week go watch movie with you.. and my 2nd sister.. as what you suggested okay?? =)

oh ya, yesterday was our 4th month! seems short but the time we spent together are long.
and yea, really gotta say thankz alot to him and maybe ke lian him.. haha.. cox he tolerated all my tantrums. =p

okie, don say le.. later people complain say my blog too cold.. wahahaha..and mummy!! please blOG!! HAhaha.. wRite the sUrpriSe thingy in.. hehehe..

Wednesday, June 01, 2005 . 10:07 PM

I'm stuck to the tv the whole day.. watching the vcd I borrowed from my fren. Haha..

Watched till I fell asleep and then waking up and falling asleep once again. Forever manz.. been doing that for like how many days already..

anyway, I'm so bored.. nothing to eat while watching teebee.. =X
alrights, I'm pig! always finding things to eat..

-teevee again!- woohoO! no lessons today. shuang! hehe.. gonna stay home and watch vcds. hehe..

and today is mummy's(ann soon) birthday.
Happy 18th Birthday Mummy!!
The first biggest turn of your life eh.. haha..
so bored now..
slept from 5.30pm to 6.45pm and then just now watch tv halfway till I fall asleep again.. haha.. everyday come back from school den go sleep liaoz.. must be so darn tired..

ytd.. MMMI was fun! LOve it mans.. den got 2hour break so me, dear, josel, weizhen, kahpeng, jinghao, clemens went clementi to eat.. okay, as usual, I'm the slowest though I start first.. Lolz.. and our 2hour break=1hour 30min break cox we got MLP tutorial at 12.30pm to 1pm only. and the lecturer is fuN! hahaha.. why this sem lecturer so fun de??
den had CANI. did human beings. at first can follow up.. den comp hang abit.. den haha.. redo all again lor.. den cant catch up liaoz.. so called for help.. haha. and ya, kenny ong don't mind we surfing friendster in class.. haha.. but well, we couldn't take advantage of it to do other things larh.. still must pay attention in class.. and I'm like liking CANI a little bit then MORG. haha.. coz the lecturers are going steps by steps.. not like super mario can.. haha..

since class end early today, came back home with dear, but I think I sort of got abit mad at him cox there's nothing to do at tampines le.. we wanted to spend time while waiting for my fren at 5pm. BUt well, he knows I'm tired.. =)
thanks dear.

anyway, happy birthday to mummy agaiN! hope you like the present!