Saturday, September 30, 2006 . 4:43 PM

just finished packing my whole room finish.
seems a little neater now, but in less than a 2 weeks, it will become the usual messy place already.

wednesday to friday:
went back school for the voice casting session throughout the 3 days.
then wed, due to itp briefing, i came out early. also had the sharing session with the ndp 07 groups.
damn. wednesday wasn't a very nice day okay. felt so irritated by some things. well, nvm about that.
also, sharing session was sucky, i guess... dear told me some things and yea, i'm a little pissed off about some people who had a totally different attitude towards the army and bad-mouthing about how the army works.
well, it's just the different mindset some other people have from us lar. we must learn to understand it.
the most, when in NS, the one to suffer ain't me either. It's those people.
anyway, after briefing, went to yishun with dear to take my BIG MICKEY. hehehe.
finally it has arrived. :)

thurs also voice casting. then left halfway also coz of the marina bay pitching session. elynn chee drove us there. cool. haha. and well, it wasn't that bad as i imagine. :) after that, went walk walk with dear.

ytd, stayed throughout the whole voice casting. get to see a number of artistes like eunice olsen, jason chan, sebastian tan etc... and all of them are nice people. and eunice olsen is so tall and nice. doesnt look like she will have any temper. hehe.
met dear to go jeremy's and jerelyn birthday party at aloha changi.
heh heh. all his guests seems to be night-lifer. those kinda 11+ timing then all come.
and anyway, saw joy's parents too. hahaha... they are fun people. =x (see joy, i'm praising you and your parents. haha.)

well, pretty long entry i guess. heh heh..

Monday, September 25, 2006 . 11:11 PM

have been feeling quite bored lately. till i don't even feel like blogging..
possibly because i'm tired too. hehehe.
lately always feel tired.. no doubt having such long hours of sleep on saturday and sunday.

anyway, yesterday was the outing with the gals.
finally yuwen came with us, but we are missing of one person: gay jiang shu!! hehehe..
when can we have a full outing and a full picture?
but well, we met up at orchard and walked. everyone was late. except xinyan. haha.
all the late queens. hehehe.
went lunch before walking. and i saw two big mickey mouse!!
one at cine more than words, another at ps action city.
my gosh! the one at action city costs $190. whereas at cine, it costs $49. almost the same size as the one at ps. damn.
when is my big mickey gonna come..
dear, please go pester your fren.. =(
i want my big mickey!! 1 month and it has not arrived. sad
anyway, dear say he wanna buy the $49 one. buthen i don't want. until he manage to contact his fren either to get big mickey or get back money. don't wanna him waste money either. :)

had marina bay meeting today.
bad bad bad. but aiyah, i think hai hao la. can be improved.
and dear came during the morning and then we went ps again. hehe.
he bought me a perfume i saw yesterday. hehehe. thankew dear~
go sleep liao.
tomorrow still having work and wednesday to friday still have voice casting session as well as itp briefing on wednesday and also on thursday, the pitching session with esplanade.
teach me how to manage my time properly man. :(

Thursday, September 21, 2006 . 12:36 PM

I'm alone in office right now.
Having sorted out one carton of sketches haha..
It feels good to be alone in the office.
Not because there's no one to govern me or to give me things to do.
But because, it's the peace and tranquility I get when the office is so quiet and only sounds of the keyboard typing away and the aircon sound.

Shall meet dear later for dinner and go walk a while.
And yes, I can finally get to see him and hug him tightly.
After that stupid dream I had last night.

Anyway, went to check the itp posting results after work yesterday.
Those mediacorpses had Jen as LO. So good.
And mine is Mr Quek.
I wanted Georgina Phua as my LO but o'well, just too bad that she isn't.
sighs.
I have to learn to live and be contented with what I have.
period.

Had a nice talk with Jen online last nite too.
About itp, grades, work and other personal stuffs.
I always say after graduation, I would like to enter the working world.
But a part of me still wishes to go to a Uni and study what I longed to study: Law Management.
To achieve my childhood dream: A lawyer.
But well, with grades like mine, and a gpa that barely touches 3 and above, how is it possible that I enter uni, I asked Jen.
And her reply, study private?
I wish I could if I have the money. But all the more, I wish to start law in SMU when they have a law school built up next year or yr 2008. Probably, by then, I would have enough to go start on my dream huh?
But I have no intentions of spending my parents money on my education when my 2nd sis could actually go to a Uni or overseas study the next time round.
Am in such a dilenma.
sighs.
Well, my parents doesn't know about this little ambition of mine. And I have no intention of letting them know. Maybe I should just let nature take its own course huh?

Sun will be gals outing with jiang eling xinyan. and yuwen.
finally she's able to come out with us and hopefully no more last minute changes.
it's time to catch up on what's happening in each other life.

Wednesday, September 20, 2006 . 12:19 PM

it's wednesday.
one more day before can finally meet dear and go eat pastamania. hehehe.

poor boy. worked long hours with little amount of sleep. *sobsob*
same goes for joy too.
anyway, he came over to stay at my hse on monday. =)
poor him. he looks homeless. haha.

well, at least i got to see him on monday.
which eventually saw me going to work happily and motivated. hehehe.
sounds dumb?
but that's the power of love. =p

today's the result of itp posting as well as our liasion officer. wonder who's mine. hehe.

tomorrow i'll be alone in the office.
the rest are going to the batam office hehe.
so bored man.
and i've finished the work i'm supposed to do.
but well, it's better also hahaha. can go plan other things. =)
and tomorrow's the day! yes!! finally!!

blog again when i'm in the mood.

Sunday, September 17, 2006 . 7:40 PM

been hours since i touched and used my lappy. hehe..
been playing with my sis other computer games outside. hehe. so fun!
after which, we played monopoly and pay day. haha. funfun!

dear dear is still at work..
how i wish i can run towards into his arms.
the feeling would be so nice and great!
but i only have to wait till thursday.
how pathetic. =(
but well, somebody promised me something on thursday.
pastamania for dinner followed by esplanade.
cannot break promise hor! =p
and i want my big mickey too. hehehe.

sighhs.. what a boring weekends..
even sher also not around..
how boring can this weekend be??

Saturday, September 16, 2006 . 3:28 PM

爱情到底是什么东西？
为何它能够让人的眼泪不停的流？
为何它能够让人感受到喜，怒，哀，乐？
为何它有时能够那么的甜，又有时那么的酸？

心痛又是什么？
怎样才不会感到心痛？
心痛了之后，又会发生什么事？
那颗心是否会好起来或会留着伤痕？
我自己也不知道。　

习惯。
我已习惯和你过日子。
我已习惯有你在身边。
我已习惯你的背影。
但为何我感觉到你已不在我身边？
好寂寞的感觉。。。
似乎你已离我得好遥远。

我会没事。只是好想把真心话说出来。
我也不要你认为是你的错。
或许我真的得学习没有你的日子。
学习没有你在我身旁守护着我的日子。

If you ever chance upon this entry, call me tonite..

我想你。 I hate you!
I seriously don't like you when you bring my hopes so high only to make me feel so disappointed..
I don't like it!!
I hate that kind of feeling!!
I don't want empty promises anymore!!
I don't care about all those promises anymore either!!
Say me unreasonable or what I don't care!!
Say me not being understanding or what I don't care too!!

Yes, no doubt these few periods you are not with me, I may get used to life without you..
But at least I still love you the same.
But why??
Just go away..
I hate you!!!!!

Wednesday, September 13, 2006 . 11:40 PM

NAME: LUAR SHU HUI
STUDENT ID: 0434577
COURSE: DIPLOMA IN MULTIMEDIA TECHNOLOGY
STAGE: 3A

ST7301 MULTIMEDIA GROUP PROJECT: A

BA012B PERSONAL FINANCIAL PLANNING: B

ST7302 ADVANCED AUDIO PRODUCTION: B+

ST7303 ADVANCED COMPUTER ANIMATION: B+

Semester GPA: 3.769
Cumulative GPA: 2.796

My beautiful results. But I ain't quite happy about my cumulative gpa. sighs..
It will never reach a cumulative gpa of 3.0 and above.
double sighs.

putting aside this, I'm quite happy today. Irregardless of my work and other stuffs. hehe.. My producer treated me lunch this afternoon for lunch. Had subway. =) Then continued doing what I'm supposed to do back in the office. Left at around 5.30pm go city hall meet dear and joy end work too.

took train back to tampines. talked alot to them too. then dear and I went to have long johns silver for dinner. yummy. =) went popular walked see got anything buy anot. end up we bought cds. Hehe.. Dear bought for me jay's new album and he got himself energy's new album =)
tell me, ain't i a happy girl today? hehehe.

Tuesday, September 12, 2006 . 4:47 PM

don't even know how many days never blog liao.
partly was because coming online seems to become so boring.. hehe..

anyway, now in the office at infinite frameworks.
quite a nice and cool place to do stuffs.
and I've got my own desk with computer too!
no more carrying of laptop to work anymore.
looked through all the resumes they have in search of an animator.
some of the works quite good.
after which, I did filing of the resumes.
woah, so thick man the file.
am supposed to read one script. but decided to take a break and blog. hehehe.

yesterday:
went swimming with sher. the sun was fantastic.
swam a few laps and we were so tired.
or is the pool bigger than tampines one? haha..
shoulders got burnt a little. not obvious to my mom's eyes. hahaha. =x
went to eat and talk. then went home.
so tired.. hehe. but reached home, i started playing sims 2 university.
fun game! hehehe.
didn't talk much to dear on phone too.
nothing happened... just that, guess it's more of how I'm feeling that's why I never talked to him ba.
But it'll be over.

sat & sun:
sat did nothing much. wake up, lunch, sleep, wake up, cut hair, movie.
watched singapore dreaming with family and dear. coz my dad bought his share too. hehehe.
dear bought my favourite nanchos.
so yummy.. =)
sun wake up, swimming, lunch, sleep, wake up, facial.
till my face so red. haha..
will be gone in no time too. =)

anyway, I have the strong temptation to take on driving. Hahahaha..
when then I will have enough money to take???

Friday, September 08, 2006 . 11:28 PM

went school for ndp de-briefing today.
took sher's car with ck and joy. haha. so fun.
i wanna learn driving too.
but i'm a poor kid who has no money. hehehe.

anyway, went to school.
heard from joy that seng hee called her and she did not picked up.
felt bad seeing them treating him this way also lar.
it's no one's fault that things ended up like that.
and up till now, i seriously still feel bad leaving out of a sudden and also without telling him.


de-briefing.
not bad. hehe. mostly sharing what we thought during ndp and stuffs like that, and a short slideshow on the livefeed team pictures.
so funny lar some of it. hehe.
then certificate presentation. followed by short lunch buffet.
didnt eat much coz mostly trying to avoid someone.
haiz..
i really feel so bad..
heard he's taking over all the video stuffs i'm doing.
and it's not what he wanted too.
am i really so bad??
sighs sighs sighs.
how??

went clementi mac to chit-chat before going off to sher's dad office. she needs to return car.
then we went kbox with sher, ck, dear and xw. without joy. since she last minute got on-call go home. hehe.
joy, u miss all the fun man! hehehe.
did many songs today.. and first time hearing ck sing too hehehe.
and those guys.. so shocked that sher can sing one chinese song herself. hahaha.
anyway, really had great time singing.
and high-ing hehe..
went dinner after that. felt so cheated can. hehehe. nvm, no more next time. hahaha. =x

am tired now.
but i don't feel like sleeping.
i'm afraid of that stupid scary dream.
not first time also.
but it's really so lame can.
stupid dream! hahaha.

ciaoz~

Thursday, September 07, 2006 . 10:01 PM

came back not long from shopping at og with my mom.
bought one new shirt. and another of gals things. haha. =p
before going for dinner. yum yum..

afternoon met up with sher go long john silvers at bedok. then she accompanied me go infinite frameworks at outram for interview before we head to raffles city and talk.
talk alot. hehe..
tomorrow nothing to talk already how? haha..
anyway, nice talking today. hehehe. =)
1 last worries.
and that is tomorrow.
sighs.

Wednesday, September 06, 2006 . 1:01 PM

I have requested to quit udc. and it's a success.
and now, i have to wait for the interview tomorrow.
hope it goes well.
and yes, shan't reveal much about it till it's been confirmed.
and good for me, meng lai didnt probe much.
thanks to georgina phua's help.

one worry down. 2 worries to go.
sighs..
how how how??

Monday, September 04, 2006 . 8:37 PM

been doing the transcript since sat.
so tired and sleepy now..
guess it would even be worse if dear had not helped me.
thankew dear.

went back to udc on sat to take the disc for the transcript.
then head down to sentosa with dear to look for skimboarders.
at the same time go tanning a while. hahaha.
been so long since we went sentosa already.
then went home to do transcript.

sun early morning head down to bukit timah that area with dear to meet the unicyclists to get more information.
unicycling seems fun. hehehe. and the people are friendly.
thank goodness!
went to substation to catch the capoeira master. but end up wrong timing, so we went to have lunch at long john silvers and walked around after that.
sat for 2 hours straight seeing the capoeira people practicing.
a little tired too.
then home to continue transcript again.

and today..
went to suntec with dear and joy to accompany them make their imf pass.
then went work.
first thing someone asked: "how's your weekends?"
so damn pissed lar. knowing i have a transcript to do and i have to hunt down those people.. still can ask how's my weekends..
of course it would be so busy and tiring lar. running here and there with lack of sleep.
no brainer =p
shan't get so mad with such people.
unless one day....
when it's so intolerable..
the volcano will really erupt.

-out-

Saturday, September 02, 2006 . 12:45 AM

i feel like crying now.
i need the morale and support..
i feel the heartache on spending $12 for a cab fare.
all becoz someone said: "it's impt, they need me back asap."
I thought it's something real urgent and need it YESTERDAY (FRIDAY).
thus I took a cab down.
and guess what, I got briefed on something which needs to be handed in on MONDAY and the video will only be passed to me LAST night.
WTH!
I wasted $12 for nothing..
it's 1.5 weeks of my bus fare.
so seriously pissed..

And at night, went down to take the video and it's not ready yet. Still rendering. Never mind, I can understand as rendering takes quite a long time.
But it's when your parents are waiting for you, and when such things occur, I felt bad making them wait. And comments just had to come at that time.
Yes, I do want to quit now, but I can't.
I don't wish to work in this line anymore in the future.
But no one understands.
*sighs*
Tell me what to do??

Putting aside this, went to meet up with joy and jeremy and dear go comex fair then sit down talk talk.
Went ot changi airport eat and talk.
Grumbled all we want and stuffs.
Thanks guys! =)
and yes, after which I really rushed down to UDC. Dear accompanied me coz too late and too dark.
Tomorrow still gotta go down Tanjong Beach to hunt people for skimboarding.
And I still have a transcript to do.
double sighs.


save me from everything.