Sunday, July 24, 2005 . 10:54 PM

sat:
did nothing. basically did nothing. haha. dear came over my house cox my mom cooked curry vegetables. then alot so ask him come up eat. so he came up and eat. den after which we went walk walk at citylink mall and suntec. as usual he alwys pull me go shop. sickening. tempt me only haha.. then go eat mac. nice. then went esplanade watch fireworks. the fireworks started earlier than last week. then he faster take and film. wah, this week de fireworks like longer than last week. haha. den after whole thing, went singapore river walk and admire the scenery. romantic nite. hehe.. dear, i'm happy. really.. =)

sun:
went his house to complete mmmi graphs and deui. buthen deui cant manage to do at all. cox i no idea. haha.. so we went jp to walk. bought my dad's present. den after that, went back tampines. had dinner then walked around searching for food. haha. then bought my skirt. dear buy one. thankz dear! then got home my kaypo sister go tell my mom, hai me and him kana scolding haha.. but used to it le larh. lOlz..

anyway, nice weekends spent. if everyday could be like that den shuang lo..

Saturday, July 23, 2005 . 11:22 PM

thurs:
dear didn't came school. he was sick. haha. at least I'm free! hahaa.. but still, felt something's like missing like that. then iwed did lesson 8, 9 and 10 cox last wk pon lesson then previous wk haven finish 8. haha.. then that mr lee say why so slow so i tell him lor.. and guess what? he nv even notice i missing from class last wk. haha.. so sad.. lolz..yeapz. then class end at 5.45pm like that. hooray! time for dinner.
had ptn dinner at holland v there. jo say it's holland drive but my class guys sae holland v. so it's like whatever larh ok? hahaa.. nice dinner. had the 5 course specialities the shop had. got xo fish! haha.. and it's nice ok? =P were separated into 2 tables. one table is me, jo, kp, wz, ck, wormy, shawny, weihong and mr venkat. the other table is the rest of the class not mentioned haha. then the other table eat damn fast eh.. ours still eating slowly cox we were talking most of the time. not like the other table so quiet. haha..
then later when we going to go home time, there's this 3 schoolgirls. one of them wah, drunk by the xo fish man. her face and ears is like so damn freaking hell red can. then the way she walk, haha.. cant make it larh. not stable de.. so her frenz gotta help walk her to the toilet. her frenz are not that stable too. LOlx..

anyway, went home with the guys. they were like cracking stupid and lame things larh. haha.. and worm did a terrible action. so er xin.. haha.. and heh heh.. i drink the xo fish soup nv drunk haha.. my face nt even red like kp they all lOlz.. =P can zhuai le. hehe..

fri:
nothing much. except that deui i can follow everything eh. haha.. good gal.. =) den MLP ok larh. very funny. haha. den after that wanted to do iwed in school but jo felt sian staying in sch so we went dear hse. haha.. his whole family present lor. lOlz.. reached his hse about 2pm. then by the time we finish is 8.30pm. haha.. so long lor.. but anyway, we managed to finish which is gd. =) hard work for me and jo le!
and dear's dad don look as scary as what he and his mom made out to be. haha.. =)

Sunday, July 17, 2005 . 4:53 PM

okay, almost 1 week le..
start from ytd and u-turn back the clock to tues. haha..

sat:
practically did nothing. jsut read my storybooks whole day and then finally sleep whole afternoon too.
then 6+ went for dinner and went to singapore river there to catch the fireworks. nice fireworks this year. only thing is I forgot to bring the digicam or videocam. haha.. yea, so maybe shall be going this week again? haha..
anyway, today is aiwee's birthday!
Happy 18th birthday gAl!

fri:
finally handed in cani assignment. tiring man. made a super grand entrance for MLP. haha. but arthur poh say it's alright. =)
then after class went to josel's house and helped her out with her cani till 8pm. actually till 7pm larh. just that i wanna watch tong xin yuan haha.. den went home. reached home about 9.30pm le.. then after everything, watched tv and all, read my storybook till about 12.15am den sleep.

thurs:
went school but skipped classes haha.. the rendering part for premier pro has so many problems. called wz to skip classes with me and alan. then in the end she kana shoot by pple in their blog. sorry gal! then after everything, waited for ck and jiang to end then go eling chalet(her bday also!). then in the end jiang haven come but ck come le, den he forgot take camera so go hme first den he go himself. so in waited and waited and waited for my dear jiang. haha.. then she tell me she not going cox her project haven do finish. haha. another case of last minute work. lol. then suddenly the dumb boy called so he today homeless. haha.. cox whole family all go malaysia for some funeral. den how? no choice lor. ask me can stay my hse so i ask him ask my mom. lol..

anyway, go there first thing kana huiying bully. alwys bully me de.. haha.. but used to it le larh. secondary school also lik that. then later the dumb boy msged me say my dad sae he can stay at my hse. dot dot.. no comment haha.. anyway, 10+ went home. =)
Happy birthday eling!!

wed:
go school so early for iwed tutorial. then when reached dover saw mr tan. wah, he damn zhai larh! lesson at 8.30 he reached at 8.30 haha.. anyway, went class outside all waiting for him. haha. then waited and waited till 9am and we decided to go LT17B. haha. then wz abt 9.15am called us say mr tan waiting for us. haha. in the end he came down and made fun of him. lol.. so bad huh? and he say he will mark us all present. haha.. hooray! lOlz.. poor mr tan. forgot about the tutorial. anyway, after iwed lecture all went JP. having ptn lunch but well it ended up quite bad so we just went for class outing. haha. abit dumb larh. dear joined us too! then after eating those need to leave has left. so we stayed on to chit chat. and after that went to arcade play games. haha.. nice huh?

tues:
forgot about it le. lolz.. =p

Monday, July 11, 2005 . 9:21 PM

skipped school today.
only went for gems. which is very fun.
went back tampines to watch a lot like love.
nice show. hehe.
den went to walk around till 2+ den go tp find eling and huiying.
eling gotta get things for her bbq.
den after seeing, slacked around.
ate mac- hot fudge. long time never eat le.
den had nuggets too. yum yum! =P
today spent alot. abt $15 to $20. haha.
just need to cool myself down.
thats why i nv go school.
wanna get away from everything for the time being.

*sighs* my MMMI assignments all gone. the other comp can't boot up at all.. how??

Saturday, July 09, 2005 . 1:43 PM

like whatever larh ok.
i just HATE my class now.
i swear i'm not gonna talk to them anymore.
it's like wtf lar can!
think they very big meh?
big in size only marh.
knS!
think they very man meh?
knS alsO!
never ever seen such a egoistic darn person like that before.
wonder why all project work have to be done with them
a bunch of they-think-they-very-great-person
wat the fuck lar can.

a blog is one where you write about ur things. happy or not.
no names are mentioned at all. so just shut the fuck up.
if you think you are the one. then too bad larh.
i don't care even if it spoils the friendship between us.
cox of you this shitty egoistic person.
make this clear.
i NEVER ever want to talk to that person anymore!

Thursday, July 07, 2005 . 10:13 PM

alrights.
think i shall wash my hands off everything.
shan't care about what he do.
why is he changing and all.
let him noe for all he want that that's how i'm feeling towards him now.
everything is so damn wrong.
things weren't supposed to be like this.
think some other people would agree with me.
like whatever larh.
and to those concern: don't think you people have the rights to order him around. he may have many gals as frenz but hello, stop flirting around larh. a moment this and a moment that. like wtf larh. stop psycho-ing him and changing him. he's not supposed to behave like this.

and my class.
shitty people who only cares for the someone.
nah, shan't say who larh. it's like darn obvious can.
skipped school ytd just to help that special someone.
like wad the hell lor. can't they do it after school or what.
and that someone is also not say dumb. well, unless that person agrees he is dumb huh?
everytime i start to blog, it will be counter-attacking others.
alright, i'm bad ok. very very bad.
but all i have to say is, i can't stand people who are like that.
just like today. say going break with us and then a while say go with that someone.
hellO!! we are not people whom as and when you need us then come find us lor.
be sensitive to other people thoughts too can?
not like your world is just him, him and more him.
and when there's no him with you, you come find us. wtf!

*learn to be sensitive to other people's thoughts. we may be your frenz who will still stand by you but not as and when you like you come find us only to pang seh us at the last minute. get this clear alright. not everybody will have the: aiyah, heck larh attitude towards things like that. at least i noe i'm not. cox i'm sick and tired of it. *

Tuesday, July 05, 2005 . 9:51 PM

felt so drained out now. after spending 1 hr figuring out how to use the camera in 3dmax. But haiz.. it's useless.
created my nutcracker. abit funny looking.
(PS to WZ: my nutcracker out le ok? haha.. )

and tml i am gonna spend 3 hrs alone.. *sighs*
maybe shall find the mr low or whatever is his name to teach me.
totally can't make it man the cameras..

just can't help feeling irritated at some people lately. dono why too.
it's good to see both of them happy but..
haiz.. dono wad to say larhz.
maybe it's good that she put him the first place in his mind. but well, haiz
darn man.. i'm struggling with the correct words to describe.
anyway, just forget it. can't be bothered at all.

can't help feeling that everyone now are like strangers. totally strangers. completely strangers.
some changed. (and is totally 100% big change which make me feel disappointed in)
and some totally nv hang out with anymore. (i think it's becox i'm sticking with dear now that's why)
some i just don't have to be bothered with them anymore kind of attitude. (jolly well becoz i'm tired of seeing happy, quarrels(though there are lesser now) and many other things)
*sighs*
what's becoming of this world man? ]
is this world really meant to be full of 100% extremely big changes?
*argH*
like what the hell larh.. everything's driving people crazy.. *yawns* so tired..

want to sleep.

*yawns*

Sunday, July 03, 2005 . 10:37 PM

read one of the blog. and plus stories i heard. it really makes me wanna sigh.
why has he changed so much?
what causes the change?
does he realise the change in him?
i'm starting to feel a little dissapointed in him.
after the sem break. or maybe during the sem break itself, he changed.
why people can go to the limit of casting the 'old' frenz away instead of cherishing the friendship they once shared?
why changed just becoz of some flirtatious gals and over-ambitious people.
darn. i feel like hating him but i can't
cox i will never learn to hate someone else the hatred will not be easily removed.
just hope if he ever chanced upon my blog and see this, i hope he noe who is the he i'm referring to.
*sighs* alrights. haven been blogging for 3 days. haha. nice huh?

thurs:
iwed pract was fun. due to the 4 of us as usual. haha. came to realise that mr lee chinese is like sher de. so cute they way they speak chinese. hehe.
didn't have mood to eat during break. and kp was tired so she slept awhile.
had CANI lecture. VIDP practical quite fun larh. heard stories. bought chocolates. went around for the interview using the big big mic. so cool. den home sweet home. didn't had my dinner obviously. wanna watch the 'tong xin yuan' but I reached home already 7.40pm den went to print the deui thingy and bathe den go bind the assignment. one down

fri:
our 5th month. deui pract. okay larh. caught up a little but in the end still missed out certain areas. *sighs* I'm starting to slack once again.
wz was late. lolz. and she felt sick man. her stomach ain't feeling very good. and i mean it. she felt really so damn sick. take care gal!
MLP lecture. nice. =) as usual. hehe.
after that went PS to eat pastamania. he got addicted to it. jsut as he made me addicted to the spicy drumlets. hehe. den went to walk around and home.
and yea, commented some nice things to him. which is true. hehe.
anyway, felt so tired. so in the end while talking on the phone at nite with him, i accidentally lost my temper abit. =)

sat:
woke up so early to bring my sis go for her violin lesson at her violin teacher house. stayed over there then bring her back.
whole afternoon, tried doing CANI but i gave up. haha. sianzz..

sun:
woke up early today too. got some racial harmony walk to tampines stadium. anyway, reached home abt 11am bathe tv and then my mom went out with my aunts. and I slept from 1pm all the way to 6pm. how nice. hehe. no one to disturb.
and dear is now celebrating his NCC fren bday. nvm. next thurs he LS training I enjoying myself at lalang chalet. hahaha..