Friday, December 31, 2004 . 11:10 PM
25 mins more and it's 2005! I can't believe that 1 year has passed so quickly. And sad to say is that, there will be no countdown party shown live this year at Sentosa. They didn't want to be reminded of the tsunami incident. That's good. But in another way or so, we can't get to see the 11 finalists of SI. Sad huh?Anyway, went to school freaking early and so luckily just as I stepped into the comp lab, it started raining heavily. Ever since the tsunami incident, it has been raining everyday. Non-stop. Did java pract, but end up giving up halfway. Then waited for josel to finish her things and we went FC6 to eat. KP went home early as she needed to attend her cousin's wedding. Like that also can. Haha! Walked in the rain to t17. Lolx.. late le lah. But no one cares coz there are more who are even later than us. Haha! And needless to say, they are wormy and his gang! So noisy sia! Making so much noise behind us. Irritating. Haha! And minutes before lessons end, don't even noe what the hell they laughing at also. Until spicer dismissed us. Haha.. spicer seems good.. hehe!
Came home did nothing. started on the EPI portfolio and some audio but couldn't think so I went to slp lor.. Simple. And wake up at 6+ for dinner. Haha! Anyway, my mummy hp repair hao le. Haha. Don't care him lah.. forever with gals de.. Lolz!
**If only time could stop now..**
Thursday, December 30, 2004 . 11:19 PM
It has been raining for like how many days. So cold. *brrr* Had audio lecture in the morning which was like okay. As per usual. Then stsc. dUh! mr lau made us write our whacky ideas down and I forgot mine. Haha! So crap with him then he say think of another whacky story then. So I mine again! And this time, it's a bit or related to certain things. Haha! wrote down the idea I had and I gave KP, WZ and josel read. Then let mr lau read. He asked if he could show the class coz it is not bad. Obviously I said no! Haha! (As I have said, it's related to certain things!Lolx)Break time was torture. Quarrels broke up between KP and JH. As usual lahz. But this time was more worst so me and josel had to talk to them and then josel after a while due to what they say felt mad and walked off, so of coz I left the couple to settle their things and went off with josel. Then after that is audio practical. We did our assignment and I did mine of course. It's tough, but fun! So funny the tune that I created. Haha! Can use for destress!! coz as we did the thing, we got bored and tired, thus the funny tune came out and I just burst out laughing. Haha! Java pract as usual dono how to do lah! Only when josel started hers, den we did too. Stupid huh?
Anyway, nothing much at all. except was abit mad just now. Shifu noes about it and I'm now ok le.. not angry le.. especially after saying everything to shifu and venting my anger on my that poor mummy.. haha! sorry ah!
Wednesday, December 29, 2004 . 5:32 PM
2004 will soon come to an end 2 days later. Let's welcome 2005! A new year, a new beginning and a new start. Hopefully, that new year we will be welcoming in 2 days time will not have any misfortunes. There are just too many of them this year. It just seems that 2004 is not a good year huh? Or should I say these few years, there aren't many good things happening. We saw the crash of the world trade centre (twin towers) in sept 11 2001, where there's the terrorist attacks. Then 2003 with SARs which began nearly the end of Dec 2002. It affected alot of people worldwide. And now 2004, the crash of Nicoll Highway incident, bird flu, lost kids and now with this tsunami incident. This tsunami incident caused the deaths of many. It all happened just so suddenly. This made me think about losing your love ones in a twinkling of an eye. You may see them now and today, but who can predict hours later and tomorrow?I can't imagine if it's my love ones out there enjoying their holidays and then was dead just because of a sudden tidal earthquake. I really can't imagine that! All I can do is hope that 2005 will be a better year. God, please bless the world. All these incidents are really bad. It seems like the world is coming to an end. Guess, no matter what happens next, life's gonna move on. Parties and celebrations will be going on as usual. In 2 days time, 2005 new year resolution shall be up! =)
today was greaT! maths we learn sets. at least finally there is one where the basics hasn't been returned to the teachers in secondary school. Haha! Then CD is fantastic! why? Bcoz we bought our breakfast as usual, then later got titbits and cheesecake. So nice the cheesecake. I want more! Haha! Break return to FC6. Met wei liang (my gems class rep) there. Ask him to go there and let me see how to do the assignment thingy den went to find josel they all. Thus end up, ate bread for lunch! Then java, as usual. alright lahz. stsc see show. Quite funny. especially the bear one.
kana bully by wormy during stsc practical again. that stupid lame worm! haha! anyway, went back home with sher. today no activities.. so sianz.. talked with sher about the video filming ytd and she talked abt hers today.. haha.. sickening lah, they saw shuai ges. haha.. bo jio! lolz! and my mummy went to repair his hp.. and that wormy they nv accompany him go.. so i guess maybe he call his class those gals to go with him? lolx.. i dono also.. haha.. dont break your promise hor, mummy! If hp repair le, must tell me! Haha! anyway, think wont be coming online at night.. i wanna watch my tv.. romancing hongkong. haha, since tml sch starts at 10am! lolx..
Tuesday, December 28, 2004 . 10:22 PM
supposedly go watch movie with sher then in the end nv go, cox aiwee and her wanna play pool but i don't want. Maybe today no mood or so bahz.. seems so tired.. haiz.. anyway.. in the end i nv go out with them at all, thus ended up at bugis to meet my parents.. and guess what! haha, i bought a new pair of jeanS! lolx.. with the expense of my dad! haha!halfway thru in bugis, msged wormy asked my mummy hp repair le mah. den later they call.. haha.. so noisy.. plus my background a little noisy too.. so in the dono what i talking also.. haha!
then went home and prepare to go eat dinner outside.. manz.. it's so cold.. can sleep sweetly at nite le.. haha.. in this cold nite.. lOLZ! and now chatting with lame wormy.. who keep saying he is handsome.. oh pls! spare me this one!! you are not ok? stop lying to yourself lah, wormY! haha! and that mummy is trying to guess who i like.. haha.. well well.. continue guessing ok? haha..
**PS: for gracious sake lah wormy, you are not handsome at all! haha.. stop lying!
dvid so fun! especially filming! haha! so much fun with WZ, KP and josel.. haha.. nice nice.. next time we shall try again!
Monday, December 27, 2004 . 11:19 PM
today had gems as usual. den halfway thru lessons, sher msged and say shifu coming down to fc2 at 10am. haha.. so no choice she has to come to fc2 too and anyway, shuling also nv go for gems. so haha.. too bad lah.. saw ann soon. sickening lor. got two other gals to accompany then cant even see his this nu er lor.. k, fine, i'm short.. haha.. anyway, skipped java lecture.. only skip this onLY!! haha.. aiwee and sher worst lor.. skipped the whole day lesson then go out with shifu to play pool.. ahH!! i also wanna go.. but got maths.. and i don understand.. so sad rite.. but I'm glad that I at least knew a little how to do.. haha.. all thankz to WZ and the lecturer who taught me.. lolx..almost slept during stsc.. haha.. den when time to see the short video clips, i woke up.. haha.. it is damn funny lor.. lolx.. anyway, today didn't really had a great day. felt so tired throughout the day.. and worst is, ann soon's hp spoil?? haha.. time to get a new one lah, mummy! follow the footsteps of wormy.. haha, hp dropped into noodle soup den faster change.. haha..
Sunday, December 26, 2004 . 10:49 PM
so bored.. slept for 13 hours today.. woke up at 11am and den slept again at 1pm to 4+ in the afternoon.. haha.. guess I'm just tired? lolx. anyway, came back not long only.. went to orchard to see the lighting.. and den went to lau pa sat and ate satay and ice-kachang.. haha.. miss most of the charity show, but at least i got to see luo zhi qiang and syl and taufik sing some songs first.. haha..I'm soooooooooo bbbbbbbbboooooooooorrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeddddddddddd!!!!!!!! and that mummy is watching his anime?? and then just now got things to say den now don't even want to say.. wth... wadever la can? dono why these few days abit angry with ppl just for the slightest things.. haiz..
Saturday, December 25, 2004 . 11:30 PM
what a boring Christmas today is. Think everyone's thinking this way? Only for those who nv go out at all.. some might even be out celebrating christmas with their frenz or relatives bahz.. haiz.. bored.. only wormy chatting with me.. wont say chat lah.. is bullying.. haha..**If only you can be my pillar of support..**
__++**Merry X'mas to everyone..**++__
It's Christmas! Everyone went to coundown. Leaving me alone online. Lucky to have Jimmy accompanying me. HahAS! thANkz aH! Merry X'mas to you too! Hehe..
My Christmas wish:
1. Everything to run smoothly
2. To be more happy and carefree
3. To have a big Mickey Mouse or Ultraman stuff toy(abit unrealistic I know)
Friday, December 24, 2004 . 11:39 PM
It's Christmas soON! Just a few more mins and it's Christmas! Nothing much today coz ssons ended early. Java practical though it was tough, it's fun actually. Haha! Did I say it's fun? Lolx. First time I'm saying Java is fun! Understand not much though but it's still alright lar. Went online during Java practical. Duhz, no one online. Except for those 01 and 02 people. So good lor, Tby teach them step by step how to do the questions. Finish the practical early, so everyone was like surfing net by then. So, I read wormy's blog only to find that they(s5) are so fed-up with someone. =p Not gonna say anything cox it's between them. Then wormy add a post today regarding it. I feel that it's a little mean though. HAha.. aiyah, cool down lahz. No use fed-up also, right? Although I have to agree that it's that someone's fault la.**PS to mo mo ren: I think it's partly your fault coz after what you all planned for like how many days then suddenly you cannot go bcox of some other things. If I'm them, I also will angry de. Think about it okay? Not trying to say it's entirely your fault. ALthough they can go without you first then you join them later. Maybe they just wanted to have the usual gathering and obviously not in a big group? Try seeing the whole thing from another angle bahz. We can't always view things from our own view but from others. Don't want say much also lah. Later say more both parties more angry then I die.
had so much fun today in school. The 4 of us,me, Josel, KP and WZ all crapping sia. We are so funny. Can't stand it also. Haha! Then went home with Sher. And sher told a very funny joke that Cher told her. Haha! So lame lor. can't imagine Cher thinking of this kinda joke also. Haha! Anyway, I'm just so happy today. Someone suddenly msged me. *smiles* Like what Sher said. Lolx..SHhhH! Our secret. *grins* Did a few seconds of the audio assignment. Think it's perfect manz! Haha. But ran out of ideas le.. so well, forget it. Think another day! It's Christmas sooN!! Haha!
Thursday, December 23, 2004 . 10:24 PM
today finally lessons are not that boring. well, maybe because the day started off not too bad. All thanks to Josel for her Christmas presents, though they are just titbits etc. Love it so much. haha.. Listen to 'Tell Laura I love her' during audio. That's a very nice song. A sad and meaningful song. Then had stsc.. it was so fun! =) see video clips, comic strips etc. was having so much fun. After lunch was audio. Thought it was gonna be so bored. We started on our assignment 1 and it sux! Spicer is really very musically inclined! Though the clips he gave us was quite out of tune, the final demo piece that he did was very nice. So envious lor. Make us feel so bad.. nvm, I must jia you to have a better piece. I can have all the time I want now since I got the programs le. Hehe.. Believe in yourself can liao. After that is java pract. So stupid lor. I don even noe how to do.. haiz.. den asked wormy to teach. In the end he send me his answers and I copy paste. Then dono why got error so hubert came and teach lor. Den I tell him I don understand and he noes I see from other ppl de.. haha.. so truthful rite me? Left 30 mins more den end le, so I went online. Only to get bully by wormy! Stupid worm, bully small fishy! Haha.. They bully till so shuang. Like no one's business like that.. so sickening lor.. haha...Went home with sher. She went to bugis to get her thing so I went home instead. Then do the usual stuffs lor.. Almost fell asleep while watching Double Happiness.. Haha.. I very tired.. Dono why.. haiz.. that bad mummy watchin anime.. so don't disturb him... hehe..
Wednesday, December 22, 2004 . 11:23 PM
I want to protest what my mummy write for me!! Haha.. wHo says I am more sian in actual person? Haha.. Den since when I have the wanna kill ppl look on my face.. Is that time you suay lor, saw me in school at the wrong time.. nobody has been that suay yet leh.. Haha.. silence is good also lor, ok? got time to think through what has been happening lor. And since when I nag at you and force you not to disown me? Haha! Where got mummy don't want nu er de? So senseless lor. Lolx, and obviously online I am a very nice person. Haha! And hor, you really weirdo mAHz.. come wrong class. Haha, won't forget that manz, so innocent sia when you enter the class.. Lolx..**PS to mummy: hmn.. not bad la your 'good' post. haha.. try harder.. lolx.. at least glad to noe it came from your heart though. =) well, I'm already trying not to live in the past already. Trying very hard.
Dreams are a big part of our Lives
and You must do whatever it takes
to make them a Reality;
by the plans you make,
the course you take,
and the things you do.
Don't dwell on past mistakes.
Leave yesterday behind,
along with all it's problems,
worries and doubts.
Realize you can'tchange the past,
but you can starta new tomorrow.
Don't try to doeverything at once;
take one step at a time.
Don't ever be afraid
to try the Impossible
no matter what
others may think.
Remember you are Unique
in your own special way.
Don't ever stop Dreaming!
Don't ever stop wanting
what's right for you!
Very positive quote right?
Basically, there is nothing much to update. Just the usual things. Sch, go out, home, tv, online. Nothing else. It seems to be quite a bore to update everyday. Haha! Today maths learn new topic. One which I sux at it-transformation. Haha! But well, managed to get it la. So far can manage to understand. Not bad right? Fishy is clever! Yay!! Then had CD, went to get breakfast and then go up again. Those guys are just so chiLdiSH!! Press the lift at every level.. You all know who you are lah! Lolx..
Went back to Fc6 for break. Josel and KP ate.. and i drank. Too full le, so just drink Milo lor.. den got java. wAh, so surprisingly, today java, me and WZ don't feel sleepy. First time okay? Haha! Maybe becoz today lesson is interesting? Lolx. After java is stsc. Watched animations-pucca and monya. Monya is so cute.. hAHa.. like mashimaro like that.. Lol!
went bugis with sher and shuling. Sher need to get christmas pressie.. got mine? lolx.. jkjk.. Haiz, Christmas is like only 2 days away. But just don't have the mood for it at all.. sianz manz.. now chatting with one crapper. Haha.. and that crapper is wormy! super crappy lor. Lolx. No.1 crapper in class le. Haha! Kana bully by weirdo mummy.. haha.. ganged up with wormy to bully me?? *ponders* Haha.. haiya, time to watch tv.. haha.. maybe later.. lolx..
Tuesday, December 21, 2004 . 10:23 PM
today reached sch like super duper early lo. reach 2013 outside like got only how many ppl? dUH! STSC tutorial.. haha.. talked about the whacky story. And the first story is by wormy. Haha! His McNuggets and Ultraman. Funny siaz.. then they tried to sabo me to get my story up, but too bad la. Haha. Then when lessons going to end le, got this weirdo come inside class. Just come in like nobody's business lor.. Haha.. and that weirdo is my mummy! wahahA! shuang hor, come inside like nothing siaz.. den later we all say: "eh, wrong class la." Haha, think he so paiseh le.. Lolx..Dvid. Manz. so hard. Must be i not paying attention. Haha. who cares. Anyway, went Fc6 for lunch. WZ, KP and jo ate korean food while i eat western food. Haha, going fatter le.. must go on diet!! =P after that gotta go back 2013 for dvid lecture. on the way jo was trying to strangle me. Haha. but she didn't succeed. cox i ran away? lOlx.. today lessons alright manz! so funny. then last lesson is java tutorial. *yawns* so sleepy le.. haha.. dono why always java like that. almost slept in class. Haha!
sher going out with aiwee to town so i walked myself to mrt station lor. saw the s4(wormy, keewei, mummy and gary). anyway, reached home about 4pm den first thing I did is to fall asleep. was too tired le. can't blame me right? slept till 6.45pm. shuang leh... hehe.. den watched tv till now den online. My mummy comp fix le! Haha. so now chatting with him and blogging lor. multi-tasking. Haha. . haiz, sianz.. tml also 8.30am.. gonna sleep soon.
**Someday We Will Watch the Sunset Together..**
Monday, December 20, 2004 . 10:21 PM
*sighs* in a mind of confusion now. Just what the hell am I thinking today? I had my fun and laughter today, as well as my share of unhappiness even though I never show out. Didn't knew what came over me lately. *sighs*Almost late in meeting sher today, coz no one woke me up! In the end, I woke up at 6.30am, only just to bath quickly and rush out of the house(My dad sent me to the MRT station.) Thus, I was not late in the end. Haha! Lessons were as usual. The etiquette professional image today was really great! Shan't elaborate. Too lazy! Lolx. Maths lecture was okay, due to the fact that I can't catch anything the lecturer was teaching. Maybe I had something else on my mind then. *ponders* But hopefully, I think after much studying of the questions myself, I knew a little. Maths tutorial was the last lesson. Finished up tutorial 1. Haha! Yay! Fishy is clever. Lolx.
Met Sher outside her class den went home. Hmn, guess I was thinking about something again, coz I was very very quiet when walking and listening to songs. Well, what exactly is wrong with me? *sighs* This is the 3rd time I'm sighing.
**So lost without you now.. **
Sunday, December 19, 2004 . 10:09 PM
Just read wormy's blog. Alot of feelings are gained from reading his blog, it seems. Guess I must have hurt myself in the process of searching for a never-ending story at times.Some people create their own stories and believe in it. They lived it through. Some live in the stories of other people. Others create their own stories but didn't live it through, perhaps just lying to themselves. Sometimes, things are not the way you want them to be. (quoted from wormy's blog.)
I must have belonged to all 3. Because storylines do change as we progresses with our own lives. Sad huh? Haiz, feel so sleepy again. Everyone's asleep now.. My parents must have been tired after the whole chalet thingy. But, that's what chalet is. Haha! Little amount of time to sleep and alot of preparations. Think I gotta sleep too. Still have lessons at 8 tmL! arGH! And i Have to wake up at 5.45am? =(
**Someday we will watch the sunset together..**
Finally I am back from the chalet. So tired. Because last nite slept at 4.30am and woke up at 9+ am this morning den lie down a while den go downstairs le.. It was fun last night. All my cousins (aged from 15 to 26) were all in the room chatting about so many things.(there were 7 of us including me!) We started off from qian bian questions to talking about the dreams we had to talking about ghost stories and to camping stories and then finally they talked about gays. Haha! It was rather funny to hear some of my cousin's dreams. One dreamt about KFC and Subway and between this two which is more expensive and suddenly say though Subway is more expensive than KFC, it is fat-free. And then my cousin just kept thinking until cannot dream about that le. We laughed like hell lor.. We even made fun of so many things. Even ghost stories we can also joke. Haha! That is to liven up the atmosphere. Lolx.
The talk last night with my cousins really made me think alot. As in how our sub-conscious mind is really that powerful. Two had a dream and it happened real-life. Only the characters were different. Imagine how scary it is. And adding on, my cousin who is working at NKF there told us a story about the building. Seems true I think. Since it always happens. So spooky. Haha! Anyway, everyone woke up so early today. And I'm feeling sleepy now.. but cannot sleep yet, because my parents they haven't come back yet. Have to help to unpack everything. =)
**If only what I dreamt of came true. I just can't help but to think that I've changed again. Perhaps, if I hadn't knew you, I won't be like that. **
Saturday, December 18, 2004 . 2:41 PM
yo, i'm back! from chalet.. haha.. actually no lah.. just came back to finish up the STSC thingy and then later my cousin and her fiance coming over to fetch me and her sister. haha.. so took this time to blog lor.. ytd was my first night there. haha. very very nice. play daidee till 2+ den slp.. haha.. wah, i keep losing lor. my aunt from hongkong kept winning.. and then my cousins they all.. and finally..haha, i won one round. lolx.. took me so long just to win. haha.. oh ya, the bbq was alright too. Thought the rain would spoil everything. But it didn'tanyway, tonight there will be more people. So it's sure gonna be fun! Haha! well, gotta head back to STSC le.. bye!
Friday, December 17, 2004 . 2:27 PM
anyway, lessons ended early at 12pm! I saw my mummy online during java practical. so chat with him lor. It was cool alright. Cuteworm, sher, aiwee all the 1B01 and 1B02 pple all online. haha. then later kana bully by cuteworm lor.. thankz alot huh for being hubert! Lolx! anyway, he bully until like very shuang.. next time a.s don talk to me le den it's ur fault! haha! anyway, went FC6 and eat during the 30mins break before heading to T17 for java lecture. So many people walked past and all is from 1B01 and 1B02 de.. haha.. they same break as us den going same destination later on too. Saw Jimmy, yaoguang and dom. haha. funny sia jimmy. lolx.. i did wave to you too okays? hahA! suddenly was talking about someone when suddenly I just started to stutter. Don't even know why. and then we just burst out laughing and I stutter again and then ok, no more stuttering le.. weird huh?went for lunch with sher at bugis. we ate long john silver. so long never eat le.. then after that we went home. i gotta pack my things for chalet. and *poof* i gotta go.. bye..
Thursday, December 16, 2004 . 10:57 PM
mummy not coming online le. cox his brother sleep le.. too bad lor.. he cannot see the special post I wrote for him.. *laughs* anyway, after school tml, go eat lunch with sher and den maybe i gotta head home and pack everything and go chalet le.. sianz.. this time like no mood to go chalet like that.. it just doesn't seems right.. o'wells, I'm back to sad mode again. Does a song easily changes one's mood? guess, to me it's this case.. what else can I do? *ponders***a simple msg from you do brighten up everything in my life in a way or so. **
now all alone at home.. so bored.. hahaS.. my parents and sisters they all go chalet le.. only left my maid here.. cox she has to wake me up tml for class which starts at 8.30am.. sickening lor.. 1wk of school is gonna pass soon. But I think that I'm still not adapting well as the previous semester, which was better than this semester. It must be due to those early morning class at 8am, 8.30am. It just totally sux can. Found myself to be even more weary than last semester. Even though I can wake up in time for lessons, I'm always trying to keep my eyes and ears open. HahaS! I just can't believe that 1wk of school and everyone are already so worn out. Even Sher said her class was tired too. And for gracious sake, they had how many days that starts at 8.30am and 9am, and we have like 3 days that starts at 8.30am with only Thurs that starts at 10am. Well, I guess the holiday blues ain't over.
Went back home with Sher today. She ended earlier than expected. All thankz to tby. Haha. So good right? Anyway, her class rep is my mummy, Ann Soon. And assistant class rep is Xiao Wei. Both of them confirm kana sabo one. That is for sure. Hehe... Well mummy, can find me a proper mummy now?? haha... then you can become a proper daddy.. Lolx.. anyway, mummy will be coming online later, so purposely write this so he can see later *laughs* It's been a long time since I last chat with mummy le.. Haha.. very very very very long.. hmn.. but think he online also do his own things, where got will accompany me talk. *shrugs* so should I say, it makes no different if he is online? Moreover, kinda got used to talking with no one in msn now. So I guess it doesn't really matters, huh?
**PS for my mummy: See, I so good right? Specially for you one. This shows that you not online your nu er still got miss talking to you de worx.. Haha!
Anyway, back to school.. Audio assignment is up. Video is too. And there is the STSC whacky story to complete and that whatever meaningful worksheet it is. argh! Where to find the time to do? Also not coming back home from tomorrow le.. Sian diao.. haiz, tomorrow all the lessons is java. argH! jiu jiu wo ar! Java sux lor.. So difficult. Wonder how to learn like that if I got such a negative attitude.. someone change my attitude plS!!
ytd came back and sleep.. haha, was too tired i reckon. slept from 5 to 8pm and den nite time didn't online.. was watching my tv show.. and den went back to slp at 1am till today 8.15am.. haha.. anyway, i got back my discman! YAY!
today lessons was hmn.. well.. bored.. or is it becoz I am too tired to listen to any lessons today and I thus felt it was boring? *ponders* anyway, now is java pract. so difficult.. I just couldn't cope with it. SUX la can? haiz.. think I today also a little moody.. couldn't blame me could you? Just didn't know what came across me.. Have just been so quiet since the start of the day which is very very untypical of me to do so. *shrugs* anyway, class end le.. haha..*laughs* finally..
Tuesday, December 14, 2004 . 11:08 PM
today's lesson was still alright.. abit stressful after hearing what jen ang said about video thingy.. but haha, why stress now? stress later mahz.. sch just started not long, cannot give pressure on ownself.. haha.. lessons ended early today.. at 2.30pm.. den after that me, sher and aiwee go jurong for kbox.. wah, so fun lor.. we practically had our fun over there.. haha.. anyway, my first time go there also.. haha.. not bad.. lolx.. haha.. sang alot of songs too.. mostly jay's songs haha..went back home at 7+.. den reach hme about 8.45pm le.. haha.. den eat and watch the 9pm show on channel 8.. eat until the whole show finish.. haha.. which is equivalents to 1hr of dinner time.. lolx.. actually i don't feel like eating dinner also.. but no choice coz i nv call back to say i not having my dinner.. manz.. well, think i gotta offline.. tml still got class so early.. damn lah! haha..
well, so long nv see my mummy online le.. comp still down.. and he say wormy said sat den go fix.. haha.. poor thing.. he gonna be so bored these few days.. haha.. like i not lor.. but by the time his comp fix le, i also wont online.. haha.. sad lor.. lolx..
**if only you belong to my world..**
Monday, December 13, 2004 . 10:48 PM
well, till now, my parents and sisters are all not back yet.. wad the hell lor.. make me stay at home alone for so long.. *shivers* i'm so scared now.. haha.. don even noe what time they will be back lar can.. manz.. so lonely at home now.. haha. well. nothing left for me to do now.. go back my room watch mvp le.. haha.. lolx.. den tml sch at 9.30am.. finally.. can wake up a bit late.. hehe..haiya.. mummy comp really sux lah can.. kazaa virus attack till cannot on at all.. sad lor.. haha.. well, let's hope a miracle happens..
yoohOO! now in lab blogging.. lolx.. cox lessons end extra early.. maths tutorial mahz.. haha.. got nothing also.. lolz! wah, i very tired lor.. woke up at 6am today.. actually today nv get much slp also.. cox last nite slept early.. 11.30pm haha.. den slp till 2am like that just to realise that it's still early.. haha.. so by the time i fell asleep again, it's like 3am? haha.. and yup! my cousin (same age as me) just came back from malaysia ytd.. she went for her sch (TJC's BP mentoring) dono what's that too.. anyway, today lessons were great! hehe.. quite fun lahz.. but some lessons were boring.. like maths? haha.. thats when there is lecture.. hahaS.. den the etiquette professional image ok lah..not much comments on that.. lolx.. and STSC is fun.. hehe.. the class made so much noise! yipPEE!! woO!
last nite nv online.. haha.. nv blog too.. coz i was watching star search! haha.. got so much to say about that lor.. starting when all the actress and actors walked out the stage, and zoe tay came out with dono which guy.. manz.. that guy is like damn shuai lor.. he isn't an actor.. so wasted rite..and somemore, got wilber pan wei bo! haha.. yOohOo! he so cute and shuai.. hehe.. anyway, how come ivy lee won best actress when alot thought that huang bi ren should win?? plus, ivy lee's role in double happiness is not that great to that of the odes of life which huang bi ren acted in. plus, the odes of life has a higher television viewership than that of double happines I. wad the heck la can? moreover, ivy lee didn't get top 10 most popular artiste lor.. and huang bi ren gets.. what is this? why best actress nv get most popular female artiste? this is so so so unfair.. haiz..
hmn.. my mummy comp break down again..the comp must have hated him using it.. lolx.. well, after reading wormy's blog, he said that mummy's comp kana virus.. so suay ar? new comp so fast kana virus.. poor mummy... well, now this lab is getting colder.. *shivers* freaking freaking cold now.. anyway, tonite my parents and sisters and everyone will be back from genting.. dono what time too.. and i gotta head down to my cousin house for dinner..hahaS! den go home.. maybe online bahx.. too many things to read up le.. hehe..
Saturday, December 11, 2004 . 11:57 PM
well, now blogging at my cousin hse.. haha.. so idoitic can.. wadever i type has gone! not first time too.. haha.. reached here at abt noon and then slept till dinner time.. haha.. then we went to old airport road for dinner.. yum yum.. the food there is delicious.. haha... *grins* greedy me! after that we went to parkway parade and walk walk.. den come back again lor.. watched shutter which is lik quite scary can? anyway, gonna bring back the vcd and watch at home again.. haha.. lolx.. manz! so bored.. seems that everyone are like so busy.. haizz...chatting with sher.. haha, suddenly we are like so kaypo.. and i say is suddenly can? haha.. think the boredness is killing us.. lol.. the two of us have been like poking our nose into things that we dont use to care? haha..
where the hell are you? *screams* ah!!!!!!! where are you exactly?
o'wells, think you are not free at all bahz.. =( think you are so busy.. forget it.. =)
everyone's seems to be changing i think.
distance made us felt like strangers once again.
everything's changing.. non-stop it seems.
forget it..
**If only you are here..**
gone again. this time to cousin house.. haha.. shall be staying till mon.. hehe.. so don miss me guys.. lolx.. maybe go there only play xbox.. that is if i want to.. else can find food eat again.. hehe.. greedy me! okay.. got to go now.. my aunt coming to fetch me.. haha.. bye.. =)
Friday, December 10, 2004 . 11:33 PM
sianzZz... wake up so early.. all thankz to my sisters and of cox my dad.. haha.. fixing discman only mahz.. need call me up so early mah?? lolx.. but anyway, cant go back to slp le, so wash up and continue my mvp.. haha.. touching.. haiz.. don feel like saying.. lolx.. aftnn went to repair the discman den came home.. online.. haha.. my sis they went to the library.. lolx.. so bored now can... nothing to do.. waiting for mummy's fren to come in to gb.. den while waiting, chatting with ah pat.. haha..a few more hours and my whole family will be going to genting.. argH! i also wanna go!! haha.. den sian lor.. tml still gotta wake up early just to sweep the floor and fold the clothes.. haha.. *shrugs* i fold clothes damn slow de lor.. haha.. nv do housework de mahz.. haha.. *grins* well, think i gonna slp early.. haha.. but my mvp haven finish watching.. haha.. depends lah.. lolx.. -gone-
**Let me go away to a far far place and leave me there forever..**
Thursday, December 09, 2004 . 11:58 PM
slept at 3am last nite. and woke up at 11am. haha.. woke up watched mvp from channel u and then continued to watch mvp on vcd.. haha.. nice nice.. cried too.. reliving everything from sec sch again.. but, this time the impact on me weren't that great as last time. well.. that's the past. haha..no one online now.. even if online dono what the heck they doing also.. all seems to be preoccupied i think.. dono with what thing too.. manz, i'm going crazy with all the silence that's surrounding me. changing my blog song. suits my mood.. sad song with sad mood now.. haiz.. mummy also dont want talk to me le.. dono why also.. haiz..
**PS: why am i living in this fucking world that is full of coldness from everyone?
Wednesday, December 08, 2004 . 11:23 PM
went to grandson's chalet last nite and came back only this aftnn.. haha.. saw my darling yiting.. hehe.. everyone look so different.. esp my darling.. haha.. cool hairstyle.. lolx. go there see them play only one game: xbox.. they play bball one.. forever lor.. since they all like bball so much.. not bad, quite fun. haha.. played games with alan first.. den went out to help my arnold, jialiang they all bbq.. den got myself full of bbq smell.. haha.. well well, know so many things.. so many secrets among them.. haha.. *zip* my mouth is sealed.. haha.. den after that slowly see one by one bath.. den finally my turn! haha.. played games with arnold and den i fell asleep le.. haha.. so many ppl lor.. got total of 11 ppl includin me.. so sleeping is a problem but anyway, most of them are still playing.. shared the same bed with arnold.. haha.. relax relax.. nothing's on.. my this grandson got secret with me.. hehe.. but think he nv sleep also.. they went out walk walk.. haha.. den the nex time i woke up is already 7+ cox they so noisy!! aiyoh! as usual.. noisy ppl.. haha.. full of crapz manz.. haha.. den fell back to slp again.. and woke up at 9+ same reason lahz.. den went back slp and woke up at 11+ and finally i'm awake! hehe.. see them play xbox again.. den after that CY went home so i went home with him also lor..reached home at 1+ and then slp till 6pm.. haha.. too tired le.. cant blame me lorx.. hehe.. feeling so tired now again.. i still wanna eat and watch tv.. borrowed the mvp from szeloon.. so haha.. gotta watched till fri den i'm off to cousin hse on sat.. hehe.. don miss me again pple.. haha..
**PS: camp and chalet entry so much things to write.. hehe.. sorry ah! must share the joy mahz.. lolx..
6 dec: first day of camp
went to sch with sher.. supposedly the camp started at 10am? and then me and sher reached there at 11.10am.. about that time lahz.. haha.. her dad sent us to sch.. when we reached, we saw t19 foyer is like so little pple -17 ppl only lor! haha.. got into different grp as sher.. =( but my grp is fuN! why? coz mostly the people are from my FO camp mates.. haha.. well, the games and all, not gonna write.. will be too long. click sher's one to find out! after the whole thing ended at 1.30pm, we are supposed to cook ourselves.. using mess tins and sth that looks like bunsen burner.. dono whats that called.. so fun! the guys did all the cooking.. and the gals slacked! lolx.. actually, guys should do the cooking more often.. haha.. 21st century guys! lolx.. not bad la their skills.. at least better than me.. haha..
nite walk: partner with sher. quite fun. screamed alot.. haha.. scariest was at fc6. it was so dark and we actually had gotta scared by alex who ran from so far and screamed towards us. haha! den subsequently got scared by rudy too! though not that scary, i still screamed. somehow, imagination run wild lah! haha! after everything, we went to bath at 2.30am! haha.. so late and so cold too! and i was the first gal to sleep earlier than sher and elsie.. haha!
2nd day(7 dec): kana woke up at 8.40am by elsie. thankz ar! me and sher slpin so soundly lor.. haha.. woke up whole body aching. after all the games we played the nite before.. esp the crawling of under tables in the dark. so many blue-blacks.. so painful! but the games we played were even more fun than ytd. haha.. human tic tac toe, hei bai cey(sth like scissors paper stone), guessing of numbers, spider web etc.. so fun lor.. after everything felt so tired. den 8+ went home with sher. haha.. too shag le lahz.. =P hmn.. so long hor.. haha..
Sunday, December 05, 2004 . 11:07 PM
7 hours more and sher will be back here in singapore.. and of cox, after touching down, she'll be going home and rest a while before we go for camp.. haha.. well... i'll be away for camp from the 6th to the 8th of dec which is mon, tues and wed.. haha.. will only be back on wed.. hehe.. so... don miss me...slept at 3am today and woke up at 11am today.. can you believe it?? i slept so late!! just dono why.. lately cant even slp at all.. if this goes on.. i'm so afraid that this coming sunday i cant slp too at my cousin hse.. haiz.. anyway, woke up in time to watch tv.. hehe.. den play games, slack.. see my mom clear the cupboards.. too many shirts le.. haha.. den after that go from rooms to rooms.. and finally it's done! haha..den helped my mom to mop the floor.. haha.. the floor all wet wet one.. hehe.. but still ok lah.. wont fall.. den later dinner.. yay.. haha.. i cracked an egg today.. hehe.. a very nice egg.. lolx.. k, thats stupid lahz.. well.. den after dinner watched tv lor.. the 8pm show on channel 8 though show before le.. but i still enjoy watching it.. hehe.. why? cox daniel wu (wu yan zu) got act in that show mahz.. haha.. shuai! lolx.. so long nv boy-crazy about shuai ge le.. haha.. not without sher.. haha!
Saturday, December 04, 2004 . 10:16 PM
so bored.. both of my parents went for dinner.. without me.. haha.. wonder what yummy food they have eaten.. haha.. well.. i'm just too hungry now you see.. thats why in my mind is all food.. haha.. basically.. i really slacked today.. haha.. games and games and tv and tv.. haha.. but well.. i'm off to camp in 2 more days.. haha! so guys, don miss me.. haha.. will be going with sher after she come back from her holiday.. lolx.. and den maybe going out with aiwee and her on thurs or friday.. haha.. before i go my cousin house.. haha.. well.. i'm just crappin here.. gunbound's down.. lolx..well, read wormy's blog.. haha.. his feature story is on me today! haha.. lolx.. and I'm right, he mentioned about the Mcnuggets thingy again.. lolx.. well.. for the sake and joy of all his readers.. haha.. so bored.. -out-
Friday, December 03, 2004 . 10:37 PM
yoyo, back now.. haha.. gonna be tremendously short.. haha.. playing gb soon.. lolx.. well.. i finally cut my hair.. haha.. it's not very obvious that it's cut though.. if you see from the back.. haha.. only if tie up then can see the difference... lolx.. haha, anyway.. 57hours more before sher will be back.. miss her lots manz.. hahagonna kill wormy one day!!!! that wormY!! haha.. well, guess wad did he just tell me? haha.. he said that he saw jay chou (in real person of cox!) at hmv that day.. dono which day also.. kaoz!! and den he add on saying that he saw sylvester at PS just now..shook hands with him also.. can you guys believe it?? so maddening! den keep on saying so shiok!! wah kaoz.. =( my jay chOU!!AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaa AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha.. haiya.. why he so lucky?? haha.. ok, enough le.. haha.. scream at him in my blog enough le.. lolx.. haha..
k back to last nite.. couldn't slp at all.. after loggin out from the comp.. dono even noe wad time i slept.. haha.. maybe 2+? haha.. kept turning and tossing around.. haha.. and worst is ytd i had a dream.. kinda scary.. lately every nights i have been dreaming.. and is always different dreams. sometimes it's so bad that i will wake up with a fright and just to realise that it's morning.. 9+ haha.. what causes dreams? anyone noe the answer? well.. it's kinda boring now to online everyday.. haha.. left 3 more days and sher will be back here in singapore.. yay!! and 3 more days i'm off to CBC camp!! haha..
Thursday, December 02, 2004 . 4:44 PM
Say It Isn't So - Gareth GatesSkies are dark it's time for rain
Final call you board the train
Heading for tomorrow
I wave goodbye to yesterdays
Wipe the tears you hide your face
Blinded by the sorrow
How can I be smiling like before
When baby, you don't love me anymore
Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
That this is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so
Ten to five at least we tried
We're still alive but hope just died
As they close the door behind you
Whistle blows and tons of steel
Shake the ground beneath the wheels
As I wish I never found you
How can I be smiling when you're gone
Will I be strong enough to carry on
Miles and miles to go before I can say,
Before I can lay my love for you to sleep
Oh, darling oh
I got miles and miles to go
Before anyone will ever hear
Me laugh again
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this shall be my last post for today.. haha.. byebye.. go play gunbound with my mummy le.. haha..!!!
felt really down ytd.. infact actually i think for the past few days i've been like that, blowin hot and cold.. it's kinda weird that this temper of mine is actually showing up again.. maybe i think too much.. i don't know. it's really been long since i really felt so lousy.. that i felt like screaming and crying.. and when was the last time that i cried? a few days after my birthday or on the day of my birthday after seeing what i shouldn't have seen in friendster? maybe come again, we weren't really good frenz.. it's just the starting.. good friends always tell things to each other one rite? is that so? *ponders*
slept at 2 last nite. I just couldn't slp at all. Not even after crying for that short little while. Keep waking up in the middle of the night.. hoping that it's already 9+ or 10+ in the morning. but no! the time is only 5+ 7+.. it's still long. sometimes, i really ponder about so many things. why isn't anybody who seriously can care for me? are their care just for show? *thinking hard* when's exactly the last time that they cared? after my gastric pain a few months bacK? *sigh* why is this world just like that? haiz..
Wednesday, December 01, 2004 . 11:57 PM
just finished watching singapore idol and found out that this site here is down until now.. haha.. haiz.. sad to announce that sylvester did not manage to get the singapore idol title.. it belongs to taufik.. sad rite? nvm, he nv win still ok.. cox he will always be the idol in our hearts.. for those who support him lah.. haha.. manz.. the songs he sang today.. really fantastic! he sang: "It's My Life, An Jing and I dream".. how great can these songs be? haha.. SYLVESTER RAWKS man!haiz.. no one is online.. even online all nv talk also.. dono what the heck everybody is doing.. maybe i should MIA too.. haha.. well.. very short i noe.. haha.. ppl alwys complain i write so long.. haha.. like compo.. =P anyway, gotta add on.. finally jimmy is happy.. just the way i am when it's my bday.. haha.. hey jimmy, now you noe how's it like when u wish someone to wish you happy birthday eventually did just when you tot that person has forgotten huh? haha!
well, just finished installin the sims2 in this comp.. man.. was it slow.. it practically slowed down the process of surfing the net while installation.. haha.. or is it that shud be the case in the first placE? haha.. anyway, gonna ask my dad to bring my room cpu out to install something first.. and den bring it back to my room again.. haha! very troublesome rite me? lolx.. thats me! hehe.. well, 45 mins more.. and jiang hasn't contact me.. how am i suppose to tell her that need to take one gem only? and not 4? smsed her she nv reply.. called her hp and her mom hp.. cant get thru.. how how? all in KL.. haha.. hmn.. my dad's home now.. and i guess that if there really isn't anything for me to do, maybe i shall ask my dad to bring the cpu over.. haha.. anyway.. should i dl gunbound again? haha.. my mummy ask me dl den he teach me play.. haha.. but lolx.. i'm a lousy player.. haha..
argh! just read some of my frenz blogs..manz!! so many of them went to jay concert.. how sad.. i wish i could go too.. and have fun! i want see my jay!!! argH!! haha.. jay raWkZ manz!! haiz.. think they really have a lot of fun at jay's concert.. haiz..