Saturday, February 25, 2006 . 9:15 PM

today.. fun day! haha..

had fyp meeting over lunch.. did i say it was jen's treat? haha.. suppose to be pastamania.. but no space.. ended up we went to yoshinoya.. thank you jen for the food.
den we had our kickoff session.. heard somethings which were not very pleasant but well, we've come to terms with it. either we share or we lost 15mins!

kkz.. after that we talked about project stuffs den meeting dispersed!

went shopping with the shopping king (alan yonG!) went to shop for noi and zak b-day pressie.. they both born on the same day.. yup.. roughly got an idea wad to get them.. den we walked around a while and off we go to eastpoint.. den home sweet home..

oh ya.. dear bought me famous amos cooKies.. thank you dear. hehe..
have been getting the food i wanna eat lately.. wahaha.. but i want more!! hehe.. =X
kkz.. think tat's gonna be it. loLz..
oh.. and i'm so excited about our fyp. wonder how it will look and feel like. =)

Friday, February 24, 2006 . 5:40 PM

MMPJ is over!~ wooHOo.. haha.. wonder how i fare for it. lOlz.
but one thing for sure.. there's 34 marks that i can 100% guarantee chop sure take from section B le.. hehe.. pert diagram and WBS. oh.. so easy peasy. haha.. but the rest.. hehe.. need to think.. but just wrote wad i could think of and a bit of crapping.. (crapping skills learnt from crappy king--alan yonG!! hehe..)

anyway, can pass MMPJ jiu hao le..
but sure no B liao la.. haha.. k.. my expecatations this sem are high.. only to let myself dash it during the examz period..
oh did i say that MUMI is the day right after TBCM??
and I forgot till few days back.. how nice..
where got time to study like that sia..
nvm.. shall try to read everything.. yup..
coz i am a clever girl.. rite? haha..

okay.. tml have a FYP kickoff session with jen and my grp.
having pastamaniA! haha.. nice jen.. hehe..
okay.. think i gotta start finding a job soon..
kept getting nagged to get a job.. =(
can someone offer me a job? hehe..

Wednesday, February 22, 2006 . 12:05 AM

going for MUMI today.. though only 1hr.. but well. haha.. i'm wasting time..

okay. did a bit of studying.. but i am slow..
am only at lecture 12 now.. and there's 10 lecture notes more for me to read.. plus textbook..

how on earth am i going to finish..

somebody help me!
hehe..

but.. i'm confident of myself.. that i will study everything finish by friday. haha.. at least just in time for MMPJ exam. haha.. roughly know 1 of the questions that will be coming out.. haha.. hope that will have the most marks la.. and MCQ. well. haha.. it's too easy i should say.. especially if people out there has been doing the MMPJ quizzes he gave us.. shouldn't be a problem.. (*hint hint*) haha.

okay.. guess it's time to sleep.. but i aint sleepy.. how?

dear gonna say me for sleeping late.. but well.. i guess he seldom read also.. haha..
he must be thinking.. she should be studying hard now.. haha..
dear, you are WRONG! wahaha!!

okays.. anyway.. ciao~
niteZ..

Monday, February 20, 2006 . 1:30 AM

feel like eating something now. hehe..
yupps, i noe its late now. but i can't control the hunger pang!
hehe..

i want a bar of Toblerone now. hehe.. feel like having it.. =X

anyway, am so glad we had a nice talk. haha..

movie tml. yay!

and my dear loves me the most..
though i alwys say he doesn't.. but deep down in my heart..
i know he's loving me more every minute.. =)

thankz dear!

Sunday, February 19, 2006 . 6:43 PM

i can't seem to be angry with you for long, i guess..
that's me perhaps..
but well..

i hope all goes well tonite..
maybe i won't be like last nite..
i don't wanna cry out so hard..
till i don't even wanna drag myself out of bed this morning..
just to cover the puffy eyes..

couldn't study MMPJ for long..
didn't have a long attention span i think..
am only at lecture 8.. omg..
shall study tml..
and i'm really gonna study tml..
i wanna score my Bs this sem..
so desperately wanna many Bs..
would even be better if there are As.. haha..
wishful thinking on my part. *laughs*

but i swear..
i'm a good and hardworking girl this sem.. *winks*

Saturday, February 18, 2006 . 1:16 AM

sorry if i felt this way..
but i just can't help being like that..

2 days.. today and sunday.. before getting to see you on monday..
jolly well know that tml you won't be so free..
jolly well know that you won't be free till sunday afternoon..
jolly well know that our talking time on phone has gradually shortened..
it's my fault for being so sensitive, i know..
well, maybe it's a good thing that time spent talking with you at nite has shortened..
at least i can be online as and when i like..
at least i can do things at night or study for the coming tests too..
perhaps..

perhaps, we should not talk these few weeks..
perhaps, we should not even hang out these few weeks..
perhaps, i'm getting tired of waiting..
waiting for you to let your dad noe abt us..

what if one day...
i'm like xueli..
don't wanna go home.. and instead hang around outside..
will you come and find me

sorry for being impatient..
sorry~

-01.30am- used to think the few days back that i'm fortunate than her.
maybe until now..
that i realise..
i'm no different from her.

she needs her boy by her side but he just isn't there.
isn't it the same for me?
she wishes and pray her boy's family would know and approve of the r/s they had.
i did the same too. well, only difference might be only your mom and sis knew about it.
she wishes her boy would spend time to talk to her and stuff..
and i did too..
oh whatever~
as long as things she hoped and prayed for, it's the same for me.
but things were never the way we wanted it to be...

tell me... am i different from her?
or am i not?
i feel the same pain and heartbreak as she does..
maybe human nature is just like that.
having a little is not enough.

though my dad has the same thinking as your dad, at least he accepted the fact that i'm together with you.. and not any other bad guys out there.. he's my dad. how would i not know that he doesn't approve of you and stuffs...

i know you will read this..
and i can tell you this now..
I DON'T WANT YOU TO PACIFY ME THE NEXT MORNING.
i don't like any words you say that will pacify me so as to make me happy..
i don't like it anymore..

call it giving you stress or whatever..
say me for not understanding the situation..
say me for being unreasonable..
say me for being sensitive..
i don't care anymore!
this is ME!
can't accept it..
too bad..
coz I'M like that..

-crying in disappointment-

Thursday, February 16, 2006 . 5:32 PM

okays.
i'm bored.
and i realised, it's always boredom that allows me to blog. haha.

anyway, update from v-day.

14-feb-06:
v-day. also dear's b-day.
met him at 12pm at bugis. went to eat pastamania. hehe.. den took neocards. nice nice.
after which we went to bought each other pressies..
bought him his bag. and he bought me mickey shirts from the mickey shop.
thanks dear.

went back school coz he got MMAS prototype presentation.
den i waited and waited. but at the same time talking and crapping with wz, jiarong etc. haha.
after that go for MUMI lecture. quite boring. but well..
can see shuai ge (ye liang jun lor) haha..
lame sia me.
when class end, went harbourfront to eat new york pizza. yummy. hehe..
but initially, wanted to go esplanade..
but... his ncc peeps had bought a b-day cake for him liao. so yup.. just kept mum about my plans that i wanna go esplanade. =(

anyway, promised him i wont be sad or angry too.. coz i'm the one who asked him to go. haha..
but i'm sad. hehe..

oh ya, and my FYP group got the NDP project. woohoO!
everyone in my group are happy about it. hehe..
it's one good thing to be able to clinch such a big project.. hehe.
3 cheers to the lecturers. haha.. and i think jen ang is gonna be our supervisor. hehe.. =)

15-feb-06:
went school just for one test. MMAD. and is at 3.30pm la. dumb..
never study for it la. haha.. just read through..
anyhow hantam the questions can liao. haha..
but.. think should be overall grade for MMAD can still get lowest a B ba. haha.. if heng, den A lor. lOlz.. =X

dear sure sae i haolian. haha.. but really ma. hehe.. =X kkz..

16-feb-06:
had MUMI practical. and the cubase i did at hme cant be opened in school.. argH!!!
wondering how..so no choice, restart doing lor.. sian sia..music doesnt flow as well as what i did at home.. argH! sickening eh..
nvm. shall try to go back school on monday to do ba.. at least get it done and over with. haha..

next fri is MMPJ exam le.. =(
quite scared.. coz like a lot of things to study..
think gotta start during the weekends liao.. =(
feeling so tired now..
*yawns*
shall take a bath first so i'm more refreshed. hehe.. =X

Monday, February 13, 2006 . 10:13 PM

FINALLY!!
All my assignments handed in..
except MUMI.

oh ya, and today's a not very good day.
why?
coZ.. just somehow or rather, talking makes me feel stupid at times..
didn't know what he/she trying to ask lately..
duH...
anyway, saying about it just makes me feel mad!!

anyway, tml's v-dae..
hmn.. also dear's b-day. lOlz
but still got sch.. sian...

Sunday, February 12, 2006 . 1:44 PM

the previous day is friday. yesterday is saturday. today is sunday. tml is monday. the following day is tuesday. kkz. i'm Lame.

friday:
supposedly to have the job interview but that mr ho ah... forever got last minute meeting and stuffs de.. let us wait for 1hr30min before he came in. tootic.. and something disastrous happened between seng hee and chrislyn. well hope seng hee would have made the right choice and chrislyn would become a better person. =)
finished up vefx too.. well, at least give me a pass i will be happy too..

yesterday went out with dear dear to watch fun with dick and jane at suntec. not so hilarious to the extent where you will really LOL. but at least, the ending can say is acceptable. haha..
after which, we walked around. window-shopping, shopping and stuffs.
dear bought me a globe mickey puzzle. nice nice. is that part 1 of the v-day pressie? or is that it? hehe.. =P
den went to marina square and walk since never go there before. quite cool.. very big. anyway, had dinner there. the food is yummy. hehe.. den went home. fixed the puzzle together before he went home.
well, at least i cheered him up a little.
dear, dont worry okay?
i noe i very lousy, dono how to really cheer you up by talking to you. i can only listen to you and talk about your problems. =)
everything will be fine one okay?

today: boring..
did nothing now.. thats why im blogging..stupid rite? nah, waiting for kp they all de prototype that's why i am online. otherwise, i would have started studying a little for mmad. hehe..

Friday, February 10, 2006 . 10:28 PM

yay! assignments completed.. except for MUMI.. hehe..

can relax liao.. yippe..

Thursday, February 09, 2006 . 12:04 AM

damn bored.. dear sleep liao.. but i just can't slp. *sighs*
i noe i am tired but my brain just cant switch off. how?

mmas test ytd was alright. shud be able to obtain at least a c+ or a b for final grade.. that's what i guess.. who noes..

haiz..

valentine day coming le.. haven get dear his pressie. hehe..
still thinking.. thinking... and thinking..
but wonder if he'll like it.. hehe..

anyway, past few days are long days to me. staying back in 2056 till 8+ to do vefx. =(
today also gonna stay.. but dono wad time.. double sad..
fri gonna hand up liao.. how how?
dont dare ask joyjoy also scared she too stressed up..
=(

hopefully, the coming days will be better for us.. nitez..

Sunday, February 05, 2006 . 9:01 PM

guess i'm falling sick soon.. pretty soon.. haha..
god is blessing me if i didn't fall sick. lolz..

anyway, i just couldn't continue reading.. coz everythings not going into my head..
damn.. how how??

well, he's at his fren house now..
=(
bo jio me go.. don want fren him liao.. hehe..
anyway i also cannot go.. coz too far and too late.. hehe..
not i lazy.. lolz..

hmn.. shud i slp early tonite? or should i not?
feeling quite tired.. but another part of me just want to play and relax..
how how???

examz are near the corner... freaking exams.. i hate examz..

-out-

Saturday, February 04, 2006 . 11:14 AM

thurs:
had MUMI in the morning. jimmy jap gave us a trial listening test. cOOl.. hahaa.. then had a boring class (MMAD). its so freaking boring.. coz we don't have lecture notes to write anything. so why bother reading from the screen when she's talking hell fast.. and one more thing, talking to that person can make me dumb. lOlz..
anyway, had MMPJ after the boring class. fUN la. haha.. cOZ we did nothing.. and he told us about results will be released at 1pm etc.. then after the whole class left, me jo and wz stayed back and chat with daryl lim and asked to see our results. nOt bad. hehe.. i got a C. lOlz.
after class, went west mall to catch I not stupid too. nice nice.. very touching. hehe.. and I cried.. first time i watched a movie.. hehe..
but really, the storyline is good. =)

fri:
skipped TBCM but clashed dear's MMAS class to do finish the prototype, with the help of James ang. hehe.. then went makan lunch and had class photo. oh ya, the photographer sux. lolz..
anyway, went up 2056 to do vefx. sian.. how to finish if like that?? but, i'm sure we can finish up by fri. coz we're gonna stay back most of next week.. to finish up vefx as well as mumi assignment 3.. =(

anyway, just dont have the mood to study now.. so bored.. mmas test on this coming wed, mmad next wed. omG!

Wednesday, February 01, 2006 . 10:47 PM

happy 1st year anniversary.
lasted for so long.. or should i say..
kana bluffed by him for 1yr liao.. haha..

anyway, blog about my new year celebrations. haha..

1st day of New Year:
go my dad's side there to bai nian then after that about 3+ in the afternoon, went over to my mom's 2nd sis there.. reach there..kana suan by my cousins (age 24 to 28).. -_-'' haha. coz they all know about me and dear.. dotx la..loLz.. then i suan back the oldest one.. lolz.. coz already 28 lik that le still don marry. hahaha.. den who noes, kana shoot back lolz.. den after that my cousins came over my house..

2nd day of New Year:
went visiting at bukit batok.. (mom's side). hehe.. then had lunch and den headed to CCK crescent. practically my day 2 is all mom's side. then had fun talking crap there then headed to toa payoh.. sit at the back of the lorry and crap with my cousins.. hehe.. talk about school life etc.. den after that at toa payoh, i eat alot of titbits.. hehe.. eat and eat. lolz. den went to kembagan. hehe.. also continue eating lolz.. den after that they(my cousins) all go to another cousin house.. but i nv go.. coz tired. lolz. also since they coming my house for dinner so stay home and rest a while first. hehe.. den at nite, wah! shagged.. haha.. chase my nephew around my house till tired. lolz.. he ah.. very playful.. run about alot..haha.. but he noes how to read tang shi. lolz.. amazed! lolz.. anyway, tired day haha..

3rd day of New Year:
met up with yg, wormy, kp, wz, phui yung,liling, dear and ah hao at boon lay to go james ang house. wah! executive condo sia! his house very big.. hehe.. so nice.. wish to have a condo lik that next time too. hehe.. den after that ate some food then they started playing Risk. coOl.. haha.. anyway, me and dear left early. coz need to go get present for xueli (his ncc fren). den i headed home.
shagged. haha..