Saturday, April 30, 2005 . 8:55 PM
Okay, has feedback that I should publicize someone's blog. haha. And that person is.......Lam Wei Li
nickname: cuteworm, hu xu lao, ke ai cong and wormy.
His blog address is: http://www.cuteworm.blogspot.com
He's one who update his blog everyday and is very good at IT stuffs. so people, anything dono, find him! hehe
(PS to wormy: like that consider publicize?? haha..)
I'm like so shagged now.
Been complaining alot to my poor little sister and she just has to bear with all my complaints! wahaha. that's what she feedbacked to me. haha.
damn! so bored now. just dread saturdays.
there's no tv programmes on saturday nites and no one is online now.
bored!
Friday, April 29, 2005 . 4:43 PM
I'm like so going to be damn busy lately. *sighs*whatever man.
planning a gathering to go wild wild wet or sentosa with my gals.
FO camp and pre camp and stuffs.
some celebrations if there is one. *sighs*
everything's gonna be settled soon but when I looked at my hp calendar with all the activities, I will just start sighing all over again.
May is just a busy month for me.
Or maybe I'm just getting a bit shag after working for 2 weeks *ponderss*
wont be working for another 2 weeks when there's the pre camp orientation, the FO camp, FO orientation if we are involved and of course not to miss out my cousin's wedding. hehe, been looking forward to that day when she get married. haha.
well, no particular reason why I can't wait till that day. haha..
next whole week gonna work till so late. *sighs*
and there goes my shows. what to do? work is like that one. I can't expect much, right?
//shall I go? or shall I not go? //
Wednesday, April 27, 2005 . 11:28 AM
okay. I'm being forced to write a blog by someone. You should noe who you are hoR!well, yesterday did nothing much. only that dear came over to my house with a surprise: a mickey mouse plushie. hehe. den after that went out to do ez-link card for my sis. she just lost it. well, like me huh? haha.. lost ez-link card. lolz..
came home had my lunch. but i take dear's soup. hehe. cox the soup is nice.
*sighs* really dono wad to write ler sia.. haha.. all that someone fault. wahaha..
hmn.. about 4+ dear went LS training. and i started my dinner cox gotta work at 6pm. sianz..
can I quit? haha..
anyway, came home watched my 10pm show. wah! nice nice.. then after shower finish started searchin for food to eat. wahaha..and then ate 2 curry puffs and a cup noodle. yumyum! =P
manz.. tonite still got work. howm any episodes have I missed out of the hai tun wan lian ren le?? argH!!
能和你牵手 我是幸福的 你就像温柔又顽固的石头
用心盖了座 最美的城堡叫永久 圈住我
不管过再久也会幸福的 我们都走过了动摇的时候
爱已变成树 就算是有风会平息的
Monday, April 25, 2005 . 11:35 PM
*sighs*just hate starting off with a sigh..
been about 1 week since we met. but why I just didn't use this chance when I'm not working to meet him?
*sighs*
I'm just so darn stupid! darn crazy!
oh watever manz.
maybe I'm just too tired today. slept the whole day through. *laughs*
anyway, hope he understands.
*shrugs*
my mom talked to me about many things. well, it certainly left a deep thought in me.
If the last few years we could only sit down and talked nicely, maybe I wouldn't have to give up a relationship that could have probably lasted till now.
*shrugs*
should not have thought of that reason being, that relationship is over for about 1 and 1/2 years.
though the break-up hurts, I've gotten over it now but the memories still lingers on.
reason for the break-up is well, maybe I feel that the relationship has changed coz maybe he just couldn't take my temper?
It just goes back to the same thing people always tell me to change. My temper, my character and all. But that's myself.
I'm trying hard to change and I believe that I have changed for a little better since I entered poly.
Well, everything just seems to bring back memories. *sighs*
It's a no wonder thing that I just miss the old times. =(
Sunday, April 24, 2005 . 11:44 PM
had a great day today.woke up early in the morning to go cycling at east coast park with my dad and 2nd sis and my dad's RC frenz.
so fun cycling. hehe.. long time didn't cycle le.. =)
came back home den helped my mom out with the housework as usual on every sunday when my maid is off.. clean the kitchen till very neat and clean okay? haha.. don play play wor. lolz..
den afternoon off I go to city hall to meet my gals. hehe.
waited half an hour for jiang and lalang. two very big shot person. haha.. but used to it le larhz. lolz.. den after that go to suntec for kbox.
sang many songs today. ate many of the snacks today too. haha. or should be all the snacks I eat one? hahaha..
anyway, went for dinner and then go marina square shop. kinda nothing there cox there under renovation. then after that walked till about 9+ den go home. hehe..
well, just too bad that yuwen couldn't make it today. damn last min decision. haiz, hai lalang so pissed off lolz..
next gathering will be 2 weeks later at wild wild wet or sentosa! wooHoo! hope yuwen can come larhz.. though it's abit far for her (from jurong to pasir ris or jurong to harbourfront)
anyway, love you gurls lots!
Saturday, April 23, 2005 . 10:48 AM
so tired.*yawns*
came back home last night abs then slept at about 11pm. haha..
early manz.. coz well, headache. plus tired.. anyway..
i'm so bored. there's still like 1 more day before meeting my galz..
miss them lots. hehe..
Thursday, April 21, 2005 . 11:58 PM
this is like my second post for today. haha.. well, who cares? lolzwent kbox today with sher cher and aiwee. *weet weet*
so fun. love cher's singing. hahaha.. she sing damn nice lar can.. haha..
anyway, after the kbox session, went heeren to took neoprints den i gotta go home le..
sianz.. go work.. haha.. feel so tired manz.. lolz.. after waking up so early today..
felt kinda bored now.. dono why.. life's been back to the same old times when I'm working as a sales assistant.. *sighs* only that the working hours are not that long.. but I still prefer working as a sales assistant. haha..
*ponderrs ponderrs*
sunday gonna go kbox again. hahaha.. with my dear gals.. hehe.. miss them lots.. =) today is cherene's birthday.
Happy Birthday Cherene!
went to celebrate her birthday yesterday at west coast park with sher and aiwee. Haha. In quite a very funny way. Got candle but no lighter. Lolz.. sorry ah gal! haha. then use tissue paper instead of serviette. Lolz.. so funny lar we all. Haha.. then after that eat the cake finish le, went to mac for a drink and talk crapz. then go to the playground and play. sher and aiwee ah.. *sighs* haha.. skipped so many obstacles ah! lolz.. then finally got to sit down and rest. then felt so bored so bully cher by throwing tiny stones at her mickey mouse tee. Hahaha.. then left west coast at about 6+ and go to je for dinner. ate LJS again. Haha.. this week like on LJS spree. LOlx.. then after eat finish talk ghostly things. Damn freaky larhz.. then after someone came, sher me and cher went back le. continued talking some ghostly stuffs and talk crapz. haha..
anyway, kboxing later.. haha.. shall come back after the kbox. so that I'm in time to go for work.. lOlz..
//missing ya//
Tuesday, April 19, 2005 . 10:58 AM
ytd was great! everything's normal. thankz jo alot! =)hmn, afternoon had a short conference with sher and aiwee on wednesday plans. by then was already meeting dear go watch the pacifier. hehe. nice show. thankz aiwee and sher for introducing that show man. hehe..
after which we bought LJS back to my house and saw my sister downstairs. So accompany her lor. else later the maid cant find her. Lolz.. den had early dinner cox was working at 6pm. damn. I so hungry lahz can at night. Haha.. but no food. lolz..
dear sent me there then he is so-called the first customer my counter serve? lOlz.. poking fun of me only lahz. haha.. had fun overall. only need to memorise alot of codes. sianz.. =P
den my dad after work fetched me home. saw the door opened and I thought: wah, my mom so good ah, open door for me. haha. den who noes I go in, my aunt and uncle there. haha.. then kana suan by them lor.. haha.. especially my uncle. lolz.. fun fun. hehe. showed mu aunt the clothings and handbag that I bought for my cousin wedding. Hehe.. Then they go back le, so I watched my tv lor.. haha.. =)
that's my first day of work as a cashier. Lolx.. today still working at 6pm. hais.. hope thus fri and sat dont work nite de.. haha.. i want watch my tv..
Sunday, April 17, 2005 . 8:03 PM
woke up at 11 this morning. Haha. slept early last night. Lolz.. It's a wonder why I can manage to sleep so early only to rise so late. HAha.. Coz my parents went batam. And will only be back in an hour time? Haha.. Been doing nothing all day manz. So bored. wanna go out.. haisAfternoon finally managed to talk out things. Felt quite better after sending dear the conversation me and jo had. quite a load off my heart. =) hmm, let me pray that things will be even better. hehe..
Saturday, April 16, 2005 . 10:40 PM
today woke up thinking that it is sunday. Haha. must be I have dreamt about another thing. lolz. as usual la. haha.. den afternoon went shopping with my mom at bugis. went to shop for my cousin's wedding next month. =) hehe.. spent about $100 for my own clothings. Haha. What a big spender am I huh? Lolz.. Anyway, came back at about 6.30pm. was so tired so asked my dad to picked me and mom up haha.. den my cousins(the one getting married) came at about 9pm. Haha. showed them the clothings I bought today. Lolz.. =P that's me. Haha.. =) shall go shopping with my cousin one of these days to get her clothings for her own sister wedding dinner. Haha.. After her University examz and when I'm not working. Hehe.. And next sunday gonna go out with my gals. hOorAY! go k-boxing and then dinner and then shopping.. yiPpEE! counting down the days now.. hehe..damn. It's so bored. Can't go out at all. And there's no nice show now. Sianz.. wHat a bOrring lifestyLE.. *sighs*
Am so so hungry now. =( No food. Keep eating. going fatter.. haiz.
//missing you//
Friday, April 15, 2005 . 11:22 AM
Richard Sanderson - RealityMet you by surprise,
I didn't realize that my life would change forever
Saw you standing there, I didn't know I cared
There was something special in the air
Dreams are my reality
The only real kind of real fantasy
Illusions are a common thing
I try to live in dreams
It seems as if it's meant to be
Dreams are my reality
A different kind of reality
I dream of loving in the night
And loving seems alright although it's only fantasy
If you do exist, honey don't resist
Show me a new way of loving
Tell me that it's true
Show me what to do
I feel something special about you
Dreams are my reality
The only kind of reality
Maybe my foolishness has past
And maybe now at last
I'll see how a real thing can be
Dreams are my reality
A wonderous world where I like to be
I dream of holding you all night
And holding you seems right
Perhaps that's my reality
Met you by surprise,
I didn't realize that my life would change forever
Tell me that it's true
Feelings that are cue
I feel something special about you
Dreams are my reality
A wonderous world where I like to be
Illusions are a common thing
I try to live in dreams although it's only fantasy
Dreams are my reality
I like to dream of you close to me
I dream of loving in the night
And loving you seems right
Perhaps that's my reality
Thursday, April 14, 2005 . 9:30 PM
i think i gonna flunked java. sianz.. out of 6 questions only know how to do 1 and that 1 question is like got some wrong de lor.. wat the hell larx.. damn no mood le lor..anyway, actually can go out with sher cher and aiwee to kbox de. but too late liaoz den my mom confirm say cannot de.. haiz.. why the stupid paper don want to be in the morning?? then afternoon can go sing le.. =p but nvm lahz, next week gonna go kbox with my dear galz. love them lots hehe.. gonna have real great fun with them again.. who ask the last outing at night was so short?well, today at least got some reaction when dear talked to me. *sighs* guess I really just not in the mood to talk to him? dono also.. haiz, seems that everyone's going away. so far away. I don't even want to have this long holiday. *sighs* what to do? I don't have a choice do I?
*ponderrs*
Tuesday, April 12, 2005 . 2:19 PM
maths today is ok. well, guess whatever I have prepared the night before is really useful. only sad to say that I can't get my desire marks. well, at least I pass rather than I fail. =)anyway, hasn't been myself lately. all I know of is to just keep my silence. well, maybe only to dear. *sighs* dono also. friday gonna start work le. suddenly don feel like working. lolx.. even though can have abit of income but what I feel like is sleeping. I'm lacking of sleep seriously. Everyday about 1am then slp. Watching tv wad. cant blame me. and waking up as early as 7+ 8+ in the morning.
anyway, shall have another gathering next week with my galz. gonna celebrate xinyan birthday as well. =) all thankz to lalang for organising. Haha.. =)
Sunday, April 10, 2005 . 10:45 PM
woohOO! got a new hp.. hehe.. k, it's not that new. Lolz.. only the same brand as josel and dear one. LOl.. anyway, 3 days nv talk to dear or see him le.. =( hmn.. maybe cox the nightmares a few nights ago scared me out till I just don feel like talking to any people bahz.. dono.. well, in any case, I think I'll be fine.. =)slacking slacking slacking. can I pass all modules this semester? hope i can!
Thursday, April 07, 2005 . 10:05 PM
think daud is the next to die. *sighs* how?? partly can't do paper is also bcox too hungry le.. den lead to gastric. sianz.. just dono what to do now.. counted the marks... estimated to be about 40 out of a 100. stupid me! I'm really damn stupid manz.. read the whole of this morning still cant rmb certain things.. haiz.. watever la.. over is over le.. =( hope assignment marks can pull me up lor.. =)den go home nv talk to dear. no mood.. sorry dear.. =)
//I'm so hungry//
//I'm so stupid//
//I'm so duMB!//
//I'm just born to be like that//
oh watever..
Tuesday, April 05, 2005 . 7:57 PM
die le la.. the dvid today so hard.. whatever that is crammed inside ytd to today afternoon ALL NEVER come out. so sickening lor. my expected marks will be 20+ but less than 30. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?? dear also the same. or should I say, many of us are like that? lOlz.. *sighs* over le means over le.. pia audio hehe.. tml den start.. =)//rain rain go away//
Monday, April 04, 2005 . 10:54 AM
been raining heavily these few days. *sighs* make me even feel like sleeping and not studying manz. tml is dvid exam le. sianz.. so much things to memorise. don't even noe can make it anot.. haiz.. give me the strength to study can? Totally no mood at all.. now with the channel U showing so many nice tv programmes, I just can't stop watching at all.. becoming a tv addict le.. how how?? hahaha.. still thought of watching tv till 3am tonight. *laughs* but dear dont allow me to cox tml paper is aftnn.. haha.. shall see how first.. hahaha.. after tml paper den can slack a while le.. =) so happy.. hehe..Saturday, April 02, 2005 . 10:03 PM
Been like weeks since I have updated. Haha.. too lazy, too busy to update. Hehe.. Since there are not much lessons, just went to school to finish up the audio editing with my group mates. =) Everyday has been damn busy finishing up the assignments since Monday (28/03). Java which is due on 28/3… Stsc on 1/4.. Audio on 30/3... And now, finally it’s all over! Hooray! But now, it’s time for exams.. which mean no play now. There’s gotta be serious stuffs going on in my head but.. well, I’m not in the mood to study. Lolx.. Dono why also. HahaS. Maybe I see there are too many papers to read through that’s why see already I sian liaoz.. Lolx.. That’s me! =) Anyway, one thing to say: I’m proud and happy of my group mates! Hahaha.. also, all 3 of us got 85 and above for the java assignment. So happy.. hehe.. spicer is a good lecturer, who never imposes anything hard for us. =)1/4/05: Our 2nd month together. It seems like we’ve been together for a long time. Haha.. time passes fast I guess. =) Just feel that my life is really complete now. So happy and all.. =)
//does our heart, mind and soul really connect together now? *ponders* //