Monday, July 03, 2006 . 10:13 PM

went to joy house in the morning.
to discuss about tier 2 of the video..
followed by dear and xiaowei who came over to touch up on tier 1.
looked through the videos and took note of those parts that we would like to take.
also as well, to keep a look out for shots in tier 3.
met seng hee for lunch den went back to joy house to continue our stuffs.
coz she gotta tutor her kid at 3+.

took the bus back with xiaowei to interchange.
whereas dear went seng hee house cut hair before coming up for dinner.
yes. i'm still recovering from yesterday.
the fear i had in me. the thoughts i have been thinking.
thus, i'm rather quiet today.. at least i think..
yes. i seem to have forgotten how to smile then.
for my heart was cold still cold towards him.

he came over when he was done.
and the hug he gave sort of warm my cold heart.
it felt cold still.. for i'm still thinking..
and i can never stop thinking..

i'm a happy little girl to end the day with..
but i will always still be thinking of the millions and trillions and zillions of negative thoughts.
i'm trying hard to push the thoughts away..
but till now, i can never just do it.
maybe i have really been frightened by him yesterday.

tired.................