Wednesday, June 14, 2006 . 12:05 AM

i wish i had the money to go out.
i wish singapore weren't so small.
i wish i wasn't born in singapore.
i wish i am a more homely person.
i wish i can do all the things i badly wanted to.

but they are just going to be dreams.
they won't come true.

i'm dying from boredom.
i'm dying from everything.
i'm dying to start school asap.
i'm dying for a job.
which in turn money will then roll in.
but are these possible?
*sighhs*

i'm unreasonable.
i'm not perfect.
i'm a spoilt girl.
i'm over-sensitive.
i think too much.
i'm every negative and bad things you could think of.
and i'm thinking how long can this last.
another year?
less than a year?

i dare not dream of the future.
i dare not think of the past.
i dare not say my inner thoughts.
i dare not let my cries be heard.

*sighhs*