Thursday, March 09, 2006 . 11:52 PM

i just wish for some care and concern..
you do know that i AM sensitive to small little things..
you do know what I want, don't you?
a small simple hug will create wonders.. but it never seems to be the case..

i know you will leave one day.. when you no longer can stand my hot and cold temper..
coz to me.. until now.. promises are meant to be broken.. no matter how long a r/s is, a promise can still be broken..
i have seen many people having failed relationships.. and worst is.. it has been years of relationships.. not months!!

i don't want to be too over-possessive of you..
but somehow, i feel that i'm entering the phase of being too over-possessive..
i don't want!

i really wish that i could be naive at times..
how i wish yesterday had never happened..
how i wish you didnt tell me anything yesterday.. den nothing would have happened..
i wouldn't have freaked out..
i wouldn't be blowing hot and cold towards you..
i wouldn't have written all these posts...
i wouldn't have been crying in sadness..
i wouldn't have been thinking -vely..
yes.. you made me cry again.. crying in silent.. without anybody knowing how i'm really feeling now..

i'm really tired.. after having weeks of sleepless nites.. i'm really tired..
*sighs*

where are you when i needed you the most......................