Wednesday, March 08, 2006 . 11:49 PM

he is her god-bro.
she is his god-sis.
why the hell am i freaking out when he went out with his god-sis. though only to pass her certs and stuffs and have dinner for a while. okays. a while is just 3 to 4 hours only.
can someone tell me why am i freaking out?
why the jealousy all of a sudden?
*argh*

sorry. i really don't mean not to talk to you on the phone de. maybe at that moment, i really will not stand it if you tell me the about the 4 hrs spent outside. i would have totally just freaked out.. and i seriously don't understand why.

is it really jealousy? or maybe i ain't used to you going out alone with a gal even though i know she is your god-sis. i really dono.. guess it's the same logic we will talk on.

if i went out alone with one of my guy fren, you will be jealous too.. just that you won't say it out.
so i guess it's the same logic that if you went out with a gal fren alone, i will be jealous too rite? just that i also won't say it out..
tell me.. is this logic rite?

guess what i could do now is to say sorry..
sorry for being over-sensitive..
sorry for not telling you that i'm jealous.
sorry for not telling you that i DO want to talk on the phone..

been 9 hours long that i freaked out. *sighs*
from the time you told me you are rushing down to pass her the important stuffs she needed.
i have been feeling jealous all the while i guess.. but i told myself that if it's other people, you will do the same too.. however.. i just can't help feeling that way.. really really sorry.. i'm feeling scared.. =(

in any case, sorry~
i believe you know how i'm feeling now.. if you ever see this post in the morning.
*sighs*