Saturday, January 14, 2006 . 1:10 PM

i never ever want you to say "sorry" to me anymore.
do you know how much it will break my heart..

whenever i'm sad, you will just say sorry..
but what's the point of saying sorry when all i wanted was for you to humour me..
and to make me laugh..

even when i'm typing this, the tears are rolling down too..
it always because of the word "sorry" that i will start to cry..
the one who should have apologised is me.. its not you.. you understand?

sorry for treating you so bad..
sorry for breaking the promise we made that i will not hu si luan xiang..
sorry for being so dependent on you..
sorry for falling so deep for you..
sorry for making you spend time with me..
sorry for being so sensitive..
sorry for not being understanding..
sorry for not telling you that at times, i have thought of giving this r/s a second thought..
sorry for letting you worry about me and my temper..
sorry to make you guess what i'm thinking and stuffs..
sorry for a million dozen of things that could never have been listed down..

i'm waiting..
waiting for you to call after all the sms i had sent you..
are you asleep?
i dono.. coz you never tell me you will be sleeping for a while b4 going out to do projects..
i dono everything.. really dono..
what seems strong to others might seems so fragile to me..

in any other case, all i want to do is..
to say sorry to you..