Friday, February 18, 2005 . 9:03 AM
I find myself falling deeper each and every single day.Felt so scared that one day I might just hurt myself again.
For falling so deep and the fear of losing him one day.
They say the deeper you like someone, the more hurt you will get.
Even though I know, he assured me many a times that he will never hurt me, I still have the fear.
It just don’t go away.
What can I do then?
The deeper I fall, the higher the chance that one day I might hurt him or even lose him.
Haiz, it’s very negative of me to think about this. But I just can’t help it.
Upon seeing this, he will definitely assure me again.
That’s what attracted me to him, I guess.
His assurance and the security he gives me. =)
