Thursday, November 25, 2004 . 4:12 PM

felt my world falling apart slowly.
it's starting once again..
breaking me apart, one by one, piece by piece.
i can't help but to look back,
only to find no one.

you. will you be able to cover up everything that's been left in me? i seriously don't even know the answers. life's been so bored ever since the holidays. and i'm like left with about 2 more weeks before school finally reopens. how glad can i be?

everything that is left in me now is practically nothing. feel so empty in my own world. my own heart. the loneliness is coming back. the sadness. the temper. the laziness. everything is coming back slowly. i don't want to feel this way.
i feel like crying. crying out loud. not in silence. i tell myself umpteen times not to cry in silence. but i can't do it.
i can't control my tears at all anymore. it's falling. every drop of a tear represents every single bit of my unhappiness. one sentence: I'm not happy now.