Monday, October 11, 2004 . 11:36 PM

today have 2 presentations, namely IDEAs and OC(individual). haiz.. surely cant make it for this two presentations.. why? well, cox during IDEAs, haix.. when come to explaining our posters, me and josel cant do it.. so well, in the end.. the asked us to redo lorx.. how killing can this be? den josel was kinda in a bad mood? coz she just don understand why are we doing IDEAs that has a bit of business thingys when we are in MMT.. agreed with this point..else why so many people quit? ya? so well, in the end.. yup.. gotta redo again.. only posters and prototype.. and ya.. the prototype, even though it cant work, still glad that feng he managed to do one.. *heave a sigh of relief*

den after IDEAs, is OC.. which is totally haiz.. tot the speech will be like only 6 mins after what i have tried out at home... but who noes, it actually lasted for 9min + haha.. so glad.. but worst thing is.. CK and Jing Hao said that my points are like so wrong.. and it's only that they nv sabo.. haiz.. if points wrong den die le lorx.. how wrong can the two presentations be? haix.. was quite sad that the presentations all went wrong.. thus i smsed sher and shukai.. ya? shukai told me that what past is past liao.. move on to the others.. well.. though it's over.. and i noe i have to move on to my other assignments.. all these somehow will affect the grades.. haiz.. anyway.. who cares now? today cuteworm topic for OC is: how fragile life is.. he gave a very good speech on that.. since he has experienced it before.. all his points on how fragile life is, is very good.. it makes a lot of sense.. i listened to it and found that actually last time in sec sch.. i was really very stupid.. very dumb to think of suicide.. even up till now.. just cant imagine sec1 i tried playing with penknife.. ya? i think cuteworm will noe what i mean by playing with penknife since it's part of his speech? haiz..

stayed back to help cher out with sher too.. haha.. cher more pro den me.. haven learn to use photoshop den now she try out herself so pro... hehe.. den today finally the three of us went home together.. first time now.. haha.. =P had lotsa fun in the train.. so crappy siaz.. hahahha.. anyway.. got to go slp now.. very tired.. plus no one wanna talk to me online.. joseph dono go where again.. jimmy maybe still busy with fyp.. haiz.. so sad..

**2 more days.. doubt no one will remember it.. gonna be alone this year.. by myself.. **