Friday, October 15, 2004 . 8:40 AM

hmn.. while waitin for the things to be sent to josel, i took a look at friendster.. i got a shock when i looked at joseph's page.. well, guessed he has got a gf liaoz? i clicked on it and bingo, i'm right. and the gal is from media comm and is the same age as me.. hehe.. well, though i miss the times talking to him and all.. guess i cant do that anymore? is it jealousy that's been filling up my heart now? i dono too.. haiz.. guess i should have just been kept in the dark bahz.. but, this shows that i understand him bahz, like i sae in my previous entry on wed, maybe he like that gal or sth? i'm right afterall.. haiz.. why am i feeling this way?

cried last nite.. after what i have seen. ya? cried for quite long.. haiz.. sad.