Thursday, September 23, 2004 . 11:21 PM

juz read cuteworm's blog. something has happened. my guess seems to be confirmed. haiz, it's sad. after what they have gone through for 4yr+, it still never lasts. first day of school when cuteworm said that he has a gf for 4yr+, i was like admiring him. very xian mu him that he is able to sustain a relationship for so long. hope that he wont give up halfway, be it his studies or settling his life. don't give up, cuteworm! really hope that the old cuteworm will be back, alright?

today mel nv come sch. no one noes the reason why. KP today cry.. *sob sob* wah.. she and someone.. cant stand them! haha.. other than that, nothing much happen.

today got back CRS written test and DBMS. haha. i passed both! so happy.. hehe.. first time felt such an achievement in my poly life. haha.. break time went fc6, saw him. all thankz to KP.. haha.. waH! KP also noe about the ur ah-feng thingy.. haha.. wrote in my blog that time mahz.. after dbms, went 2136 find shukai ask him teach dbms.. he asked me go in lab buthen i don want. so paiseh, all yr 3.. den he ask me send him the soft copy den he see.. so actually now supposedly to send him buthen he slping.. pigheaD! haha

chatting with kaifEng, joSeph and now jimmy.. haha.. told joseph what happened..
he say: you ar, so emotional..
me: u first time noe i so emotional de ar?
he: i noe u very emotional all the while de (sth like that la, also forget liaoz)
me: hehe.. u still noe me best! =P (hey hey, i dont mean anything huh!)
he: of cox of cox.. and he laughs..
haha.. can sae that he really noe me best lor. coz thinking is the same so cant really blame rite? although he noe me best, he can only be my friend. yupp

jimmy's mood seems to be ok a little. read his blog and noe more. really gotta agree with him that things are turning so bad now. why are all these happening? no one noes. haiz. chatting with jimmy a little about him. sometimes i really wonder: what made man fall in love with another.

feelings have been gone. seeing him wont make any difference in my life now. he can only be my friend. a friend who understands my thoughts. who shares my worries. yup, he can only be my friend. a friend whom i will cherish a lot and never regretted knowing.
seeing him makes me hyper, makes me light up. but seeing him doesn't make me miss him. it's so different. is this call crush? will the result of people saying you and someone make you fall for him/her sooner or later? i don't noe. cox this is what i am feeling now. seems so impossible. seems to be like the shuhui is secondary school again. haiz.

fate really brings one to another. if it really is meant to be yours, it will return to you one day. if it is lost, let's all pray and hope that it will find its way back. human nature is just like that. or rather the human heart is like that. no matter how hard everything is, life still gotta go on. the earth won't stop rotating just because everything is down. it still continues moving 365 days, 24 hours a day. nothing will make it stop. the world will never turn dark. unless you make it darker yourself. there are just so many more things that are so beautiful: the best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or touched... but felt in the heart... hope everyone understands this. especially to cuteworm who will be feeling a little down these few days or even weeks.

today entry seems to be so long. maybe because i really have a lot of thoughts within me. yupp. don blog anymore.. getting tired.. hope everyone who has been feeling down will cheer up.. =)