Tuesday, September 21, 2004 . 1:34 PM

woke up feeling so tired.. juz ain't enough sleep.. took the train from pasir ris to dover.. so got seats mahz.. and i slept throughout the whole journey.. i am juz too tired!! listening to my discman too.. suddenly juz feel like crying.. dono why at all.. juz feeling soooo stress!! feel that i may break down any moment.. really.. i needed a shoulder to let me cry on.. i needed someone by my side.. but all around me in the train were unfamiliar faces..

reached t1745 den KP say that i first time late for dbms.. haha.. really mehx? dono also.. but i am really tired.. i can say.. was quiet throughout the whole dbms tutorial and during the 30min break.. juz no mood.. haizo.. i'm depressed!! feeling so lost and all.. so stress, cant take it anymore! haiz.. smsed KF for help.. to teach how to understand the case study better.. he still remembers abit but afraid that he teach wrongly.. so nvm lahz.. he yr 3 liaoz.. maybe he STM (short term memory) haha.. last nite asked joseph too.. he sae he remembers but he got no time this week.. so nvm lahz.. juz gotta figure out myself..

now morg practical, supposedly to do our assignment 2 buthen haha, all blogging, friendster etc.. haha.. hmn.. sher went for break liaoz.. they at fc4 eat.. den she smsed me ask me go fc4 eat.. cox hmn.. got some reasons.. haha... so sad, i cannot go.. *sob sob* haiz..

weather: raining heavily now.. *brRR* so cold.. haiz, today seem to be a very sad day for me.. cox i got no mood to do anything.. only want to sleep.. *yawnz* .. read so many ppl's blog.. found that cheryl's blog haiz.. sad case.. dono how to help.. prelims here liaoz, and she's still facing so many things.. really hope that she can do well in her 'O's in nov. so long never chat with CY and the guys they all.. wonder how they are doing in their prelims.. hope they will do well.. if prelims never hope that the 'O's they will fare even better..

^-^ never give up easily else you will be disappointing youself