Sunday, August 08, 2004 . 11:23 PM

i'm feeling like the past now..ytd watched the last episode of winter sonata.. it was really sad.. but ending is perfect.. today was damn bored.. eat and sleep.. juz like a pig.. started thinking of him.. thus i ended up writing how we got to noe each other during FO camp until now.. was amazed by myself.. it was a long story.. hehe.. it really made me cheer up thinking of how i got to noe him to watching movies with him.. it's really happy memories.. but what's the use.. haiz..

chatting with him online now.. told him that i was quite pissed off with my life.. and how i hope someone can really understand what i am going through now.. and he understood it, cox he went through them also.. sometimes i really envy him.. though he noe he not happy, he still wear a happy mask.. i cant do it! cox i am fishy.. sometimes show feelings but juz dont say what i feel.. haiz. gtg sleep now..

to jimmy: thankz alot.. hope you will be happy too~