Saturday, July 03, 2004 . 11:56 PM

today do nothing much..went out with charissa to far east den after walk to orchard point.. bought two polo tee from giordano.. oh mY! i'm brOKE!!!!!! but who caReS? at leASt i got whAT i want.. after that we went down to bras brasah complex go the popular there and buy stationery..after that went to seiyu.. haiz.. ask him out at the wrong time.. cox he meetin his fren go cut hair.. while walking..me and charissa talk alot..hmn.. lots of secrets..lOlx.. maybe it was that talk with charissa made me realise that cherishing something or someone is important.. there may be only just one chance to get started off.. but becox if the chance is not properly cherished.. it is forever gone..

sometimes i really wish that i was not born..feel so irritated by the things and people around me.. why for nothing i keep kana scoldin by my mom? wah kaoz..wad she expect me to do at home whole day sia? me either is online whole day or sleep whole day.. den like that kana say.. for nothing she will juz suddenly say things that she feels i do wrong..wad the heck is this manz? juz cant stand it... so what if she noes something is going on between me and joseph? everything she think is right, but has she spare a thought for me? If i want trouble, i will get myself into trouble de.. here i am trying to keep a low profile with joseph.. but..haiz.. if she's not so negative thinking that i will do stupid things.. i wont have to lie to her or whatever liaoz.. juz don seems to have my own privacy at all.. i'm 17 this yr liaoz lor.. i noe what i am doing but she still feels that i still dono what i doing.. for goOdness saKE manz!! juz think about this make me sad..

**~~i'm serious about everything that i do now.. even if it concerns about me and him...**~~