Tuesday, July 20, 2004 . 10:19 PM

19/7/04 (Monday)
hmn.. someone fell sick liaoz.. quite suddenly.. jammin too much?? don think so.. think weather fault.. cox weather not very good.. haiz.. he ytd really look like rudolf the red nose reindeer siaz.. nose so red.. den somemore ytd he came to sch at 1pm..and end at 5pm.. so idoitic rite? hope he recover soon.. cox i still prefer the joseph when he is not sick.. even though he sick still can abit ai mei.. buthen he not zi lian kuang when he sick.. plus he sick can scold alot of things de.. me, sher and joseph went club room put bag den go FC3 eat dinner.. haha.. go there saw jimmy, james, synmun, liping and joanna, so we join them.. yea.. heard many many things.. things that were not true.. which caused alot of people to be sad and angry.. haiz.. hope everything would be alright.. jimmy.. cheer up manz.. ok? don let wad others say affect you.. thats the you i noe.. ya.. no matter what happens, you still have as us frenz.. ok? nite time went online.. asked jimmy how he feeling..glad he felt ok after kana suan by kelvin and brandon.. haha.. 3 cheers for them! oopZ, someone asked if i liked joseph..what am i going to answer.. cox it's like, ok, i like him..den came another question: does he noe i like him.. hmn.this is a difficult question to be answered.. he noes.. ya.. chat with brandon too..told him certain things.. ya..abt me and hiM? sort of.. i asked brandon if i like him was obvious and he sae ya cox everyone can see lorx... cox wherever i am, he will appear also.. same thinking? hmn.. dono.. only sometimes is sms him den juz gd we also shun lu mahz.. plus brandon sae he also got informants who can see i like him and he like me? hAIz.... juz suddenly feel so distant from him.. dono why also.. juz feel that way.. maybe it's my negative thinking.. which i hate it! always makin me sad.. haiz.. he is not online.. after online smsed him, he nv reply.. so i guessed he's asleep? ya.. i think he is.. cox he look really sick.. haiz.. he really needs to take care of himself now..

today(20/7) did nothing much..today finally mORG practical not boring haha.. lessons end very early.. at 1pm.. saw kaifeng and his frenz at level 3 so chat with kaifeng lorx.. until sher end her class..haha.. kaifeng they doing their yr end project so don wanna disturb them..so i there kept quiet..buthen when they crap, i also crap with them lorx..haha.. den after that went club room, sher went to meet cass at somerset..den later cher end le she went home..so left me alone.. but luckily got brandon they all..else i really sianz.. that period of time when i smsed him and he nv reply.. i was like quite sad? ya.. dono wad happen to him.. so i went home.. until i reach tampines liaoz, den saw his sms.. his fren using his phone.. so ok.. fine.. at least he replied.. and i don need to worry liaoz... haiz.. he these few days not coming online cox he still sick.. so i think i also don online these few days.. go slp early better.. ya.. really hope he get well soon.. miss the old joseph..hahaz.. muZ take care of yourself if you ever see this ok?

chattin with chongyong now.. haiz.. things change alot..so many of them drop subjects.. haiz.. my junior class lehz.. how can? kana force also don drop..die die don drop.. muz be like 4e5(2003).. no matter how hard teachers criticised us.. we heck care.. so many things had happened.. if Cy nv update me, i really dono whats up with them now.. haiz.. Cy, be strong ok? no matter what happen, it's over liaoz.. juz concentrate on your prelims and 'O'.. everything can be solved after 'O'.. ya? august dropped his d&t.. and sze lOon dropped a-maths.. oMG! why they all ... haiz.. they really lost their confidence manZ..thats wad i think.. please no matter what don give up now.. okAy guYS? muZ prOMise me thAT when next yr u guyS take results.. muz be like me.. a miracle happen! i pAssed all.. okay? don give up so easily guys! jia you! cheerZ~

-~*what should i do now? haiz.. don give up guys.. tell yourself you can do it!*~-